not going to post trips picture here...........

i dont want the only sweet memory that i have also been destroy.................................

just feel that every time writing the blog my tear will keep fulfiling . it is weird .

smile cry angry stress crazy

now every day i feel so lost , my spirit is so empty !_! . i cant find some thing that really can fulfill my loneliness . i dont even know what to do to make my self feel happy any more , actually i feel so sorry for her lo...... i think i do bring tons of unhappiness to her and tons of pressure to her last time .

i feel like i am the father more than friend , when thing become saturated it will turn bad just like care and love . too much will be problematic and "FAN" good choose had been make .

i think i more suitable as single !!! at least not need to worry so much for other , drunk or not drunk safety late d........ this and that not more in my list. and i also not need to do the thing that i dont like as well, maybe think back some sweet memory do feel better but now not any more ............ first thing i go back johor is clean my wall ! take out all the picture and bed sheet as well.

!_! i think i am the champion of drooping tear d........... heheehehehe . definitely can drop it within 30sec .


some time i tell my self what so big deal ? tons of air stewardess in the future why in the hurry ? but another way i look at the couple in my church mostly all married d..... and can see they life style is so healthy i feel so jealous how come a relationship can stand for 7 to 8 year so clean and steady ? they answer will always be the same THANK GOD . hai............................ i think my head enter water d..... always do thing without thinking after do than regret !_! . feel so silly !!!!


i dont how my sister go through so many relationship , keep up up down down ! but now i think she do make a right choose d. and also because of that i afraid d....... my out look look fine but actually the inner part of my heart already become piece by piece like the glass falling down . now you call me purposely go to take care some 1 i dont think i can do it d.......... because i am that type of people that hope that the same treatment will be return but mostly if different from wht i want .

chinese valentine..............................

Chinese Valentine so fast some to the 15th day of the chinese new year d...............

some time really feel so funny !!!!!! when i am so busy and stress with my study than she sure got thing happen 1....... but when i feel free d...... than every thing was ended d........ think back last time just to meet her 30min i willing to take bus all the way to kl .

it just like i mention before , human is the most weird animal !! they will never appreciate when the thing get to easy . so after this i dont thing i will treat other like that d......... my base line will be clearer . to protect my self get hurt also hurt other people , because my mind still haven reformat still got allot of memory left behind just like my phone ! plan to sell of this phone and buy another 1...... but do this type of move i know it does really help !_! just let the time to wash off it piece by piece .


hai ........... tomorrow have to go kl , meeting with the school director. i dont know bout the out come but hope it have a result that i want to hear . now day , i got too much time d...... study and keep on flying will be the only thing give me motive .

human is the most weird animal

most of the people is so weird , when the thing too easy to get that mean there is not thing to appreciate d........ so funny right ?? when the thing appear on you every day or you can easily get it there is no point to appreciate !!!!! but when the thing gone or lost d....... that time only start feel miss and regret ??

human is like that !!!!!! the only different between animal just maybe we have knowledge . i am the 1 that always lost thing ........... not only object some love and care too, till now i will set a very clean line that i dont dare to start a new relationship d.......... because i dont think i qualified to love some 1 i dont want the other be the shadow of another . since now i cant even take good care of my self better i dont hurt other people d.... !_!

now what i can focus on is my study !!!!!!! is this also collapse that i am not thing d......... i wont let it be , dont care how hard or how tough i will get through this because i have too !_! currently begging 200k debt ma................ hai....... what also taking bout money , even sleep also ................ every day i will keep telling my self i must be success in the future . because in my mind the benefit to a rich 1 is always better than the poor 1 .

i come from a medium family , but since i young my family keep going up up down down till 1 day we have to rent out our own house and stay with grandma !_! i dont want this type of thing happen to me d........ ya she is rich so what ?? i want to earn every cent with my own hand not from parent . some time i feel depress why those around me can easily get what they want just get licence than a brand new imported car is waiting there . but my spiritual mother told me , please look at you left and right ?? how many of can have car ? can study pilot course ? some of them dont even have enough money for daily expend ?!!


just woke up , receive a working call make my mood like this . be a survey officer ! keep begging people do survey worst is get scold !_! scold me for what wor ? i also working only ma!_! hai..... get to go

that is what in my mind currently

just scold my instructor

the mother fuxxxx singaporen just give me a call , the first word i alresdy been scold like dog !!!!!! lucky i just wake up my mood still very down !_! . but for this i hate the school is they will talk another story to my parent in the end i get fuck !_! . like the case that happen in when i age 8 i been kick out from the school !! i dont know that any 1 know bout that anot >? but if i not mistaken i remember i do not thing but the guy " finah " me but no 1 belief me !!!! even my biological parent what they do is cane me when i back !_! home .

after the incident i not really want to share my thing with my parent !!! because i feel that they cant really protect me any more . so i start to become very self center to keep protecting my self from other try to bully meas well . so in the school i will try to get the most power i can , to protect me self as well . for me i very choosy for friend i wont friend to some 1 that i dont like , that i should learn from other because they able to still friend with those they hate . for me all my emotion will appear on the face as well so hardly get close friend. but if i feel that you are really good with me that till the dead i also will stand for you but another way round if you set me up or cheated me before sorry la....... you already in my blacklist d... not even good bye friend you will be .




feel stress and not 1 can help .................!_! fucxxxxxxxxx school when only i can graduate ????
when ???????????? !_! not point i cry d............. thinking how to solve this fucxxxx problem my own is better than share with my parent /!!!!! because i know they will just mess my problem !_! i just hope that this pass it faster because my stress limit almost burst d................... some 1 say drunk will help yes for that moment but the another day problem still there so no point to do that . rather crying also dont want dunking

feel like getting sick

hai.... every 1 come from the trip also get sick 1 daddy and me suffer stomachache than brother fever and headache . now i cant really feel my back d..... because after two day sleeping on the sofa make my back feel so pain .

than sudden i think back that time sister ask me why now day i so desperate to earn money and be rich !! she ask me it is any big changer cause me think that ? actually i think the reason is too simple for this ugly world if you are not rich enough than no 1 will really border you and look down at you !! just like that day i at shenzen i saw a road cleaner flipping the rubbish bin try to find some thing that can sell and get money , a while later i saw a pub worker holding a plastic bottle i told he want to pass it to the man but suprice me to the max the worker try to fool the cleaner like dog because he holding the bottle for us maybe feel not thing just a plastic bottle but for that guy is money so dont care how the pub fuxxx keep give and take back the bottle in the end he trow the bottle under his leg . does the cleaner deserve this ??? that moment i feel the pub worker is so fuxxing idiot at least people willing to work and get money and not rob or steal !!!!!!!

but another idea poping in my mind !_! , if i am the cleaner i think i will choose to rob the bank because if i sucess than no 1 dare to look down at me any more and the pub worker also will play by me again but this time not bottle is trowing money i want to see he change to the dog face !!!!! i think i really sick d........ now day , i cant really control my emotional well !!! i can play with you very very happy this moment but cant promise that the next minute i still will be this !_! . may be i will cry or angry d....... but if i feel too angry i also will cry 1............ because heart pain .


since last year thing happen i always tell my self , i dont care how and what to paid off i want to be rich !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in this fuxxing world got it own rule and ragulation depent that you choice to obey or what ?

shensen best place to find second wife

my uncle staying at there and his age around 58 but his older girl friend just age 23 ???? can you imaging ??? but this place really full of pretty girl !!! but i hate they attitude a very pretty girl can spit any way in the plublic and they voice really kill me ................ if i having them as my girlfriend the first thing i will do is bring them to some moral and oral class ...... i really cant stand noisy 1..... you can bit me slap me but not scolding me....... i am very sensitive with sound i cant take the noisy sound .......... it can easily make my mood up and down !!!!!

today we just been to the most famous night market in shenzen , that place is full of people and the most funny thing happen at there is if you using 100china dollar at there they will keep check and test on your note because they say there appear too many fake note d...... so every time you receive of using must check it nicely .......... can you imaging until that level d....... that the another name of shenzen is { 心震} it mean scary . hehehe but really many police around that place but the tour guide tell us there also alot of thief around so must take good care of the belonging as well .

the next day , we go to the small people kingdom . there got many good good good good show using allot people to perform and also allot of pretty girl. suddenly don feel like leaving this place any more.


in this type of place , in te middle of the night we still dare to go out pub drink some thing. after drinking few cup of cocktail than start asking some private question d........ for my cousin he do change allot from a good house mummy kids to today clubbing king . for me like i mention early i cant stand noisy , so i hate those place if you force to go i will go but i will not be happy happy also fake 1 or act 1 . than sister told me that later my pilot life sure will been messy for a while , i dont know i say maybe . than she ask me and cousin does we DO IT before ? hehehe tough question !!!!!!!!!!!! no no no what can i say ????

jusy a while more than beside pub got people start fighting d... but we ignore it , they stop for a while than another guy reach that start again the fight till using the chair to hit the drunk man........ for what drink till so drunk ??? girl only ma....... find another 1 la...... come on !!! you at shenzenn man so many pretty girl ah...... for me i also will slap the guy till he feel the pain mother fuxxxxx dont think that you get drunk that can do what even you want . ass hole

that was the last image shenzen apear to me ......... messy and good place for keeping second wife !_!

3rd days of the trip

like usual have to wake up early , because follow tour guide ma..... so got it own time table to follow lo.... but i feel sleepy lo... thank for the cold weather i love to stick with my bed .

so fast come to the 3rd days , today morning we when to the higher mountain in hong kong to see the view and also he clay museum . in there got so many clay statue so we keep taking photo with those stars heheh even those there are not real but we do enjoy it .

but today my litter cousin get sick d, hai every 1 was worry because she keep vomiting hai.......... still where got mood la....... some she is a vegetarian imaging 14ppl got 3 ppl is vegetarian by the time you eating she just looking at you eating and her self eating cup noodle !_! i do feel uncomfortable. but what to to ??

hong kong is a very good travel place but not a good staying place . but if you are rich enough to stay at hong kong also not bad because many entertainment and safe .

first day of the trips HK disneyland

the first i reach hong kong , the temperature is so fuxxing cold just 6'c the best thing is i dont even bring any jacket i just bring 1 jean and 2 short pant and few t - shirt oh.... damn it ...... the 2 pant i touch also never touch a........

because it really cold till i cant even feel my finger and organ any more , but that time i at Disney land and the ticket cost 368hk dollar so no choice have to stand it and continue the journey .

at first was so excited , because i never travel to other country during winter time and also the frst time i visit disneyland . but very fast i feel lik dieing d..... because is too cold for me some more the location of the disneyland on top of the mountain the strong northly cold wind keep blowing . that time the most happy time is enter the hall to watch show because inside there is so warm and comfortable also dont want to go out d.......

due to cold weather , than i go in the disney shop buy a jacket hehehe............ good excuse to but that i tell daddy i very cold but not bluffing i do feel very cold lo....... than suddenly saw those couple holding hand and hug together that moment do feel down la..... but after a while the cold wind wake me up and wash away my mood down as well.

finish d.............

every thing is finish d.................

hoping and hoping

going off soon.............

so fast come to the day , that i going off d................ =_= the time past really fast . so fast i finish my holiday d......

today i go visit few friend house, than take some random picture like usual .
if last time i sure will very happy and stick together with some 1 , but this year more special i spent more time with friend rather than just focus on 1 ppl only .

feel so stupid for last time , too focus on 1 ppl and ignore most of the friend . dont want to think so much d......... just enjoy my drinking rather than think stupid thing again . go to packing my beg soon .

have to force my self to fall sleep tonight d....... because tomorrow early morning have drive to kl for flight to HK . hope my moody mood wont effect the whole trip .


last bottel than have to packing d

first day of new year

this few day keep taking some random picture .................... to over come the time .
today i just go here and there to family home to friend home . opss........ that is no friend home i visit today because feel weird feel like every 1 was so busy with they thing .

any way , the day still have to pass without them lo...... just focus my sweet time with my family lo....... feel very hungry d......... suddenly feel that the taste of beer is so suck........ really feel hard to swallow it .

hungry till dont how ah............... eating new year biscuit cant really fulfill my stomach !_! waiting for my dinner as well . currently i think the eating time will be the most happy time for me d...........

slightly feel lost but is ok for me d......... because i wil leave the place soon d.........

plan to drink some cocktail tonight

just finish copying so recipe from the web side . plan to get drunk tonight , at least a bit drunk it make me feel better .

mix all the ingredient with jagermeister or volka try to make my self calm and hope a better night tonight . this few day feel very tired , in the heart not at physical .

thinking to create some new drink tonight , hope i have some inspiration later




!_K
complicated

what a happy and good relationship !!!!

tonight my brother will bring his girl friend back for dinner , it make me feel so jealous ....... but i still feel ok la.......... use to it d.......... because i belief that i am that type of people that can survive alone .

feel so down , but lucky i know that sister very well. she is a very very pretty and love god as well so i feel happy to brother also .

during dinner they are so sweet , than my brother also like become another people d........... but is like tat 1 la........ have to act a bit in front of the girl friend ma, than suddenly mummy tell me silently say is like that 1 la....... after got girlfriend that no more mother 1 .......... wah that moment i feel so sad because i think i do this before . may be in mummy heart thinking also the same lo......... so now i am single d... may be she will feel more happy lo......

ok d

alone to beach hehe

use to it before slp

hahaha cough till blood also come out ah........

scare at that moment but fuxx it la.......

weather change cause many people get sick , and i am the people !_!

sick is fine but i hate headache and coughing want to sleep also cant

fall sick

hot weather plus today lunch at MD , really push my body limit to the max........... after the lunch i start fever and keep coughing now is the best part stomachache ..........................

keep sweat the cold sweat cham lo........ i don want to take medicine lo.......... so damn bitter and make me feel sleepy . dont care so much d........ later try drink some "green bottle" to lower down the body temperature. !_!

hai........... in this condition still have to go mummy shop hai........... headache really kill me lo....... pain tilllllllllllllllllllllll

SICK pls not now...................

going to sleep soon no more 3am post tonight , because the sore throat become more serious till now i keep coughing d......

hai 8 more days for me to recover , because the CNY is just around the corner d.
not thing but to say , feel weird to cry laugh in front of the PC but i dont even know who the hell that stay near me................. thank for the technology !!!

hope that tomorrow can wake up early take breakfast with daddy.



status ........ current stable and tired and bit of cough

thank !

few day ago , i receive a box of biscuits . eh........... the taste is slightly different from what i eat before la.......... but i feel that more special lo......

taste is 1 thing ,the care and love is there............... any way thank you but cant eat too much sore throat plus going to sick soon .

is time to rest but not me

mummy told me that , she dont want continue the shop d......... wah !!!!!!! you must be kidding me right ??? she say not kidding any more is true !!!! now just waiting you to become pilot than is time for you to pay back d..........

actually i dont mind , have a mother and father both also so so so so so so so so so............. love and care bout me. i feel that now day my tear drop easily, today afternoon i at my daddy shop looking at him repair the wood curtains that been repair by many times before my tear almost drop lo...... that moment show how man is my daddy !!!!!!!!!! now only i realise that daddy got allot grey hair d!_! i really grow up d.... mean that he really get old d..... his cloth and pants is so old d........ he still put it on but my self keep complaining this and that . especially today the weather is so damn hot !!! i keep say very hot ah very hot ...... that suddenly a voice told me that my daddy face this almost every day !_! just to rise us up .

i dont those child how come they can abandon their own parent in a tiny old ages home ..........
how they really do it ?????? for me i will do it if the place that is they wanted to go but i am very sure cant find in my country ................ dont care so much d.......... back to flying finish my fxxx left hour than start working is what i want d......... is time for them to rest d la.........


love you , muack................. feel tired with watering eye ....

3am lu.......

like usual la...... i feel that my life is almost up side down d............ heheheh
at least i still laught , i feel better d......... you say correct anot ? yes le............ just afraid my body get sick only......... every night also like that !!!!! but really dont feel tired d...... maybe i use to it d......... keep find some thing to do till i almost forget bout the time .................... if just now i never look at the clock i still think that is 1am only ........................ time really travel fast till i dont even have time to hold it on.


non thing special today , no tear for me tonight hehehehehehhhehhe :P

heheh......................

just finish bath and cut a new look for my dog hehehe........... never try cutting dog fur lo........ but lucky my dog very smart and well-behaved so easy to cut lo................

may be too free d........ keep finding thing to over come my loneliness hehehe..............
nice to play and try some thing new , before i plan to study pilot course i do plan to become a chef or hair stylist .

since now i study pilot d..... just focus on it lo...... so just be a house chef , cook to my family and the 1 i love lo...... but hair stylist dont think so d....... dog stylist maybe lo... hehehhhheehh because even not nice "he" also wont scold me........ start miss the another dog d...!_! been stolen d.......

cham lo... my eye power keep increasing........

just now go out without spectacle , i feel my self almost like blind people.

but go eye check up , the power level just show me 120++ , why some of them higher power also can see without spect 1 !_! ................... after working for sure i go do leser treatment . dont care dont care dont care d.......

KTV >>>>>>>.

i not really good in singing , but since all of them want to go i just follow only . inside the room suddenly a familiar image pop out . because 1 year i also never enter ktv more than 3 times , i still remember the last time was last year with my sister at penang or kl i forget d............. any way i try to enjoy the environment. i do enjoy because during shout i feel better till now no voice at all d......

than the 小酒窝 song play on , fine let me handle it .......... dont know how to sing also never mind at least i finish the song MY SELF . end it nicelly

super tired and sore throat d.......... hope tomorrow my voice will recover back

down wan to know that any more

distance doest mean any thing to me .......... just the feel far a away d........ try to use to it this new life style . ok what do what also not need to inform other , at least i feel happy with who i am !!

regret to view regret to know to feel hate this type of feeling , for sure tonight have a "good night d"

i found the pen d...............

feel dont want to put effort to buy thing for him d.............. last time i buy the pen i found it d...... inside the cabinet . well packing with the box ....... that moment i feel mood down because the feeling is people dont appreciate your effort at all. dont care how much care and effort you inverse you also wont get the result you want if to a wrong person .


not going to say much d................ let go my hand d..........

my new year project

do you remember ???

stupid even use petrol to clean but just a spark fire pop out d,,,,,

all this cause me pain and pain

because let people scold like dog almost cry

because very pain during clean it

from this have to clean all the old paint first

to this

love it ....... spent whole week and 70man hour for this

at least do some thing for the house , rather than be a lazy bug

hard work but profit more than 800k

Chinese new year biscuit profit

can u count it how much it is ???

oh my ????

don't waste!!!! i know you pay for the biscuit so ???

stone..........

time will never turn back ..................... i think ever 1 should know this fact !!!!!

my spiritual father told me i think , i also saw it on my eye . he say wife is to " 疼“ love but not "宠" what also tolerant her !!!! i say that is got 1 brother in church , last time she always listen to the wife and almost tolerant every thing say dont go church than he dont go . that 1 day thing happen so he choose to follow GOD will , he use the smart get from GOD to pursuer his wife to attending the prayer meeting . last time the wife reason is because want to take care the baby but now the husband help her take care the baby together at church hehehe the image so sweet . now they relationship is more and more stronger d..... because the brother willing to change the priority put GOD in the first place . than GOD also bless him more than he expect example in Carree have good sale , family a lovely wife or can say is a perfect wife . why i say that ?? is because his wife is a very silent people but now she dare to sharing message in front of so many people d....


back to the topic , stone ?? what do you think ??

actually i am the stone !!! confuses ??
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why i say that , because i do become a stone that make people fall down before . still confuses or even worst ??? i mean that i am a stone in the religion that make other fall down !_! because i dont show the good to people so that people will say what so special about christian ? same as us or even worst than us !_! ............. i do cry for that because i not helping but destroying the work or GOD .

after i hear a sharing message , i feel a wake d...... he say what different between us with those non believer ? i almost cry out d..... because he say a christian life should be very attract other people because we are different ? we wont do bad thing , we always bless people ! that moment i feel so sad !_! i not even do that i always thinking bout my self only and her only other i also dont care ................... i lost many thing d.......... no point to think back so i choose to pray for every 1 i know even her for every day . human power is too tiny but GOD power no word can be describe
actually all thing is well prepare in the heaven , just you willing to ask from GOD a not ?
you father love you ?? of course right !! he know what you like and dont like too but he let you make the decision your self because he respect and love you . human father also so love and care bout us d........ can you imaging the LOVE from HOLY FATHER ???

crying d................!_! do i deserve the LOVE from HIM ?? if you are parent , but your child dont respect and love you not only that even hate you do all the thing you say dont do ........ what do you feel ???? for sure sad right >?? !_! how come i can do that to GOD ???

love to cry :P feel better


tired d la....................... thank GOD i am still a live . is time for me to think
past it happily together with HIM
or sad moody all time by my own ???

safe safe la ..........................

love ??? care ?? hug ??????? afraid to open the heart to other d............ the pain still fresh

just coming back from center
if you ask me dare to start again now ? i can say not dare at all because it is really pain till now i still can feel it some time . really "pa pa" d........ that why people always say a good relationship can bring you to heaven but a bad can drag you to hell lo.......

feel complicated , the mouth always say forget but keep but the name on the prayer list . any way la..... friend also can pray ma...... also use this type of silly excuse for my own self . if god beside me i think i will get a big big slap till i cant wake .

just now my mood was very down , after viewing but i know non of my business and now is time to listen god voice . during pray and worship the tear keep fulfiling i know if i keep it the tear will drop d...... that momemt i silent my self just pray that have a calm spirit with me , a while later i feel much better d.... because how can i because of this type of thing destroy my pray and worship ?

say be friend ? but i think is hard d la....... any way i dont want use my own power any more because i want to let go d..... going to find back my beautiful smile soon . i feel up set for half a year d.... till all the people say i am my brother elder brother . what the =.= he is elder than me 5 yr le....
i look so old d?? may be because just read news paper it say that stress and unhappy increase the cell to dead . may be that why people say so :P dont care la.........

clear line ............................

stay away m

run away b e

think other a m

erase all d o

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y

not because of this to drop any single of the tear d................... try too la...... :P
i think is ok
going to fulfill all my time to the maximum afraid the feeling loneliness very much !!!!

not every thing also can under control

no time for those thing any more , i got more serious thing to take care . every 1 have to walk their choose way alone .

i feel weird for my self , always brain less brain less pass every day . dont care happy or unhappy also forget easily , but just some part of the sweet memory still stuck in some way in my mind . the more i try to throw it out the more info poping out !!! what the hack ? i really got non thing to do mem ?? cant just fuxxing stay still for the better future ??

now just hope to see her new look that i can forget it d......... use the new thing to replace the old 1..... at least i wont love her any more . because all in my mind is old info , the new image will not bring me any more memory d........ hopefully la........

make my fuxxxxx mind clear now .............................. no girl wont die 1.......... i am just fuxxx 21yr , still have the long and bright path for me to carry on if god premise la..... because now day i feel that life is just that fuxxx short . all kind of disaster and accident , the nearest for me is my school 2 Air craft is down mean crash d....... lucky both a life !?? i feel that life is so fuxxx fragile just like a glass .

just cant close my eye

after watching a movie name nanny dairy !!!!

it make me feel that , ya may be you are rich enough to buy the whole world , buy can you paid for hapiness ??? no fuxx thing ?? because money cant reallly buy hapiness and the great feeling from the 1 u love

meet with some old friend

just now i meet with my secondary friend , last time we use to call gang of 4 . because same school same club lion dance club i miss that time always ride a bike go here and there , that time no 1 really dare to bully us because 4 of us come from very different background very rich till bottom class also have. that suddenly , my friend ask me : how are with your girlfriend ?? hai......... that moment i do feel down for a while but no point to scold him la.... because he don't i am single d....
so i tell me i no really want to talk bout this topic than he also know me well he change topic to his school life . but a while later come back with the relationship topic !!!! he say of course la..... who you are oh... now day people high class d ma.... get involve in the entertainment business always close with those super star what you can get for her d ?? LV ? MONEY ?? not even 1 you able to fulfil ah.....

he told me that he also just separate with a girl , but he seen pretty happy because he is he 1 that kick the girl away . ?He told me that the girl very " fan " always ask him what he doing now ? where are you ? just a month period time they break off d..... but in this short period of time he able to get the girl virginity ? what the hack??? KL girl so desperate mem?? he say no i want is her cheap only !!!! what the fxxx la..... u eat people d than u say those word a..... fuckxxr ah.........

but is true !!! just 1 month let sex involve your relationship mean gone d la........ he dont even know you but u having sex with him d...... for normal people also will think the girl is so horny , hai.... i also dont have the right to say other also la......... because i also not that good only... have a 4 yr relationship so what ?? in the end friend also cant do !! because awkward .


that day , i go to youth gathering after that got a big brother sharing message with us . his message is so good because we can see that many miracle thing happen in his life . first is been to local University with lower mark, 2 have a good job opportunity 3 is the best for me la..... he able have a girl friend for such long distance because he start relationship during UNI he study at johor and his girl friend at KL . that moment i feel pain because almost like my case but he say thank god because both of them strongly believe in god premise . he told us i yr maybe he just able to meet his girl friend 4 to 5 time only from starting is like that d...... that after he work the company sent him go over sea to Indian that time worst 1 yr maybe just can meet 2 to 3 times time pass so fast already 8 year they been together d..... that time because of more work load at Indian the time he come back or keep in touch with girlfriend less and less d.... than they do always quarrel for this thing till almost break up !!! wah 8 yr relationship break up ?? but this word bring me up , he say if the 1 is god want to give you as partner no 1 can taken her away so he just pray to god than after finish the indian project he come back married .

the moral value i the story remind me that believe in god !!! he know what suitable for you more than you do ......... and dont even try to start a relationship with some 1 different religion d.... because in the end just will get more and more hurt only !_! i afraid to that feeling d........... 1 times is enough for me d............. i got no more tear to drop d..........