i dont why weather she is use to it use sms to comunicate with me or she dont dare to say infront of me? just after she at home she message me this(be but u dont feel my feeling like change d abit dmeh since that day i ay seperate i feel i lke cold lo, not like last time d feeling like that lo..) can u imagging u just have a talk in front of her she just silent all the way but reach home using sms to tell u ?? i think this is very unhealthy relationship lo..... no comunication at all some time i can feel that the care but the care is most like a close friend not like couple . now my feeling is really hard to express lo heart is still loving her but every thing she do is just will make me uncomfortable i can feel the stress strongly why any 1 can tell me why she will change till this , a girl that told know every thing maybe knw bu still continue the same path wht the point that u know the to find out the problem but u leave it the ? u think the problem will solve it self? no right but i will try to over come all this hope i can do it
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
she want to continue !!!!!???
yesterday i ask her it is end d.?? than she tell me want to continue !! but when she say that say truely i have a bit happy but also alot of worry because her face told me that she is not happy and the feeling to me is tottaly change d........ because last month not even LAST TIME she still will use mouth to talk with me but tonight she is totally cold to me even i keep start i new topic she also continue ignore only the most hurt part is kissing part i kiss her so many time i know yesterday was different can feel that she not like it and feel want to aivoid it and run away from me?????????????????? she always say that she is the problem yes some time i think that also but what can i do since she say she is the problem d, but the most sad part is the feeling change tooo fast d, july still happy go here and there but sept change to cold war all the time and she keep say unfair to me this and that but she never think on my angle lo, you say taht to me what really i can help ? u say all is your problem ? then you choice to continue ? but continue the unhappy felling and can feel it the love from her is less and less just can feeel that she want to end this asap that alll i want to share out if not i think i will get crazy
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