happy family dinner !! (finally )

if you ever come to my house kitchen i think you will get shock because this

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tonight my family member dinner only :) celebrating mummy birthday.

daddy are so sweet brought mummy flower and dinner :) . All this i know is from God , and he will always hear our prayer and provide the best i repeat is the best for us. Dont lost faith is what i have to learn .................................................................................... because no 1 dare to think this before i mean my parent can be that close again after so many conflict.

I LOVE WHO I AM

Shit i getting lost again

is time to clear my emotion before any new thing from God to remind me. It too pain to receive the fact that you doest like.

my bio compass swing again .........................................................

why my faith keep up up down down like roller coaster, i feel stress bout this tear droping >.........................

night

i know what he feel (no comment on this please)

just now my brother girlfriend came to my house,since my sister will back to hong kong this sunday.for me normal day when 2 girl meet together there will hardly find a conversation full stop between two girl.

i guess what my brother feel after he show mood down at me, he say :"regret to call her along, i also dont know what for she drop by". that moment i also cry out because. For My self understanding is he wish to have some conversation or just some interaction between his girlfriend but come out with a result that sister they all chat till 130 but he cant even get into the conversation but fall sleep.

from my point of view, i see who i am last time (T.T) after so long never meet up so every time meet up i will hope to spent every single second worth just because of the expectation is there so most of the time if the thing out of my expectation i will feel down and my mood down is really fuck face.

Is never too late for me to see and think back who i am before, i wish that will never happen again. Easily mood swing is my biggest weakness.


human will always have a same mistake, take every thing for granted and regret after losing it. I really dont how to advise him since my self facing the same mistake :(