today got got few friend birthday

mariah carey voice is really really awesome oh.................... what a bless that some 1 sing birthday song to you like mariah carey . dreaming hehhe

not so ordinary night

ya............... maybe i jealous bout him ........................... but what the fucxxxx i fall to sleep d also can been wake by his phone talking voice !!!!!! even thought for him is already very soft but how soft also i still can hear fuckixxx annoying more or less just like few mosquito keep cycle on top on you.



today mood already not stable now some more 3am morning been wake by the phone talking sound . piss to the max................................. what i do i think i already do my best d....... i just walk off the room on the laptop and continue my sleeping on another room. at first plan to sleep at living hall d..... lucky that mummy not around so just sleep at her room la.........................



at least peace for my ear and mind ............ i dont feel want to boom and quarrel with him because i know that is useless , but i really dont understand that it is really got so fuccxxxx allot of thing to chat ah??????? just after dating than continue with the phone chat for few couple of hour ???



i dont know that am i abnormal or what ????

now day he already take lunch with his be lover girlfriend everyday without a miss , that at night every time say after meeting will go back home ya ya ya you take 3 hour to travel from a 10min distance place. hypocrite

ya ya ya may bei jealous of him so good got some 1 to chat till middle of the night ...........
so time i really lazy to listen to what he say , keep telling me that next year married than the house want deco this and that !!!! than the wedding dinner also much how grand how grand !!! so time inside my heart i really wound like to say can you stop fuccc dreaming ah......... let's be realistic abit can ma?????

may be i am the 1 that too realistic , till thing that happen out of my expectation .
my biggest weakness is i cant stand voice , my ear will pain i mean the annoying sound keep surrounding me