now i at LCCT

today early morning have to rush to the air port , to do the ticket thing . finally have to spent more 700++ for the new ticket !!!! what a waste 700++ can buy a new phone d..... and eat many many thing d.....

how ever la, no more rushing for me , feel sorry for mummy la.... just now she because of my thing run like mad lo...... bored lo...... but can feel the love from mummy so much la...... really touching lo... mummy i love you o..... wait me be pilot then got many many free ticket waiting for you d...

ok have to cheer u d..... if not wasted mummy effort d......
now still left half and hour then boarding d...... hope this trip will have fun lo.....

next week go back kuantan few day than go kl few day than go back kuantan again hai boring to travel here and there d... damn tired lo.......




now my mood ok ok lo looking forward the trip

now i very no mood d...........

because my brother book my air ticket wrong d...... he type he name on the passenger box .....
fucking worry dont tommorow i can on board annot ????????

did she change d??

now i feel very very unsafe , not confident to my self not happy with my self , always worry this and that . i know just want to know what she thinking

i dont know her like she dont know me

i just want get some attention from her to me but in the end quarrel again , what is going on ???? a normal friend is more message than a girlfriend ??? online some important it is ???
when the hell is june that i meet last time ??

i regretting now let her be a part of my live , because it not suppose to be that way !!! it will make me and her suffer only why why why .

our start is not correct d.... wrong starting at first i should not so depend on her a day thousand sms from her shit la...... now day the sms is less and less because she is so BUSY what to do .
my own choice every day not beside her if she really love some 1 else what can 1 do ??? actually not thing i can do because if girl change they mind there will no way turn .

now day my confident can say is below bottom line d......... i not happy and confident on my self like last time any more because last time dont why i just feel safe and happy with her .actually not long time story just three month before only we still very sweet to each other , but after the 2 time she ask for break i knew that is different d..... got thing is no correct d, i dont what that but just feel the love from her change taste d..... i not that important any more , i am pretty sure she live without my care at all not sms no care for her i dont think she will have any problem .



current angry and hate my self so fucking useless and sticky
always taking cock fucking hate me