just feel complicated ........

just now view again the photo , the photo is damn wrong !!!!!!!!!!!!! but non of my business d.....
with who or do what i dont care . or say cant care .

is good too leave her alone , with her i feel i am will shame to her like that . zero picture at all....... ya ya ya ya bla bla bla bla tons of excuses poping out this la that la.... up to you la.......

at least i know now i am freedom d.............. wont waste any more tear on this d......... not worth that put people at the first place but other put you the last

i know ........

hard to do but have to do ............

stop doing some thing silly

walk away from the shaddow , stop crying and holding the box d...... the better price is waiting for me .


after view , emo but sleepy

love = sacrifice

you must know that we are not asking god for a toys . obviously is not another way we are asking for the most precious thing other people life . dont worry not kill it and keep it la.... just bring some 1 to your life .



got some 1 that know how to cook your fluorite food or help you repair your pant .if that reason only you want live together with some 1 than for sure you will get up set . Because what you want is a chef or a maid not the future partner that you willing to hold her hand till the end of your life. beside that , are you get attract by her /his because of out look ???

?BE a man , can totally bring the partner to the beautiful heaven or the suffer hell as well now only i know the responsible of man . it is so heavy because other willing to give her life and every thing to you on your hand.

TO get all this , must be able to fulfil the task first . it is unfair to call some body to lower down the standard to accept you . that why i really regret that never take the responsible and never respect relationship that man should be. to get the heart from girl is the most precious thing that money cant buy .

i do very easy get attract by other . for me i know is because out look !!!!!!!! maybe for the sexy summer cloth plus mini hot pant and the prefect body shape get my attention but do i think forward ??? when she get pregnant d... the shape ?? the mark of birth ?? gain weight ?? That time do i still love her ??????????? when she 50yr d...... all the beauty is gone , all the muscle loose d..... do I ???




is time to sleep and
prepare my self for above the standard
better day waiting for me ........... EMO ??? just a very short period in my whole life journey !!!
try to smile toevery 1 and my self it make me feel better........
so many words zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz