不值得

同人不同命， 人比人，比死人。

所以， 不想比较了。

人有的， 我以前以为有， 其实我并没有。

酱应该会比较开心， 一个人过生日也挺好的。

多自由， 开心就好！

write 2 blog

1 for happy 1 for emo and sad

1 for laugh 1 for tear and emo

the ratio of happy and emo always unstable in my life .

when emo time , i feel that the world just like will end tomorrow .

keep eating chocolate , it does cheer me up even just the few second .

so fast the time past , i mean the happy sweet time .


the bored and sads time will always always past slowly even a day i feel it past like a year .

T.T downloading.................... : ................ ) ........................ : ) get that ? hard to be happy .......

not thing but flying

i feel so tired to fight for flight d......................... currently i really dont feel the joy of flying d........ now what i wish is faster finish this suffering 200hr and get a job .

during that time , i fly for money you scold me i may still laugh but now i paid the school but the school just fuxxx us up !!!!!!

when ? when only i can gradute ? trying to suprise my self by dont give away any single chance that i can fly . even bad weather or what i dont really care just finish the hour that i feel better d.

AIM ? losing the aim d................ i cant see my future clearly that really kill me . T.T 200k ? may be for some 1 is just a small amount of money but of course not for me ! ! 1 1!!!!

what you will do if you having second chance ?

in this world there is no second life , life is always no take 2 . always take 1 and every second is counted !!!!!! currently feel that my life so empty the more i wish to fulfil it the more i feel empty !!!

in the real world !!! the best thing is you will never know the future !!! or what will happen the next ? so excited right ? surprise ??? ya may be some 1 like this it some 1 not !!!

but if you think this way , if you already know the ending of the movie the main character is dead you think you still will go watch that movie ? or a football match that you know the mark is 0:0 you still will want to watch ? of couse no right !?

so dont let the thing suprise you but your own create the suprise to your self !!!!


dont really understand what i talking about ? me too

social smoker

i become sosial smoker d................ starting from the second hand smoke . a stick :( hai does bring any good feeling to me also just bring me headache only .

i feel so piss to my housemate the two idiot !!!! 1 is like shit !!!! another is like dog !!!!!

the first 1 ask what also dont know ? the scond just like dog fuxxx around hai.............. beside my room .

i dont what happen to my house fridge break !!! the line phone also lost d!!!! what the fuxxxxxx line home phone also can lost !!!!!

pisssssssss