man is black !!!! how good if is real !!!

how good is that if i have the erase memory stick with me now............ today keeping the room and also second time in my life i fold my own shirt !!!! what a shame right ?? first day born to this world i already having kakak d...... and a mummy that love me so much !!!

miss them very much lo...... thinking that how can i quarrel with them ??? or increase the volume ??? but my mummy really know me very well lo..... she know i am " COW " will accept only soft way , i wont entertain hard way !!! if you scold me last time i sure will shot back d.... but now may be kenal too much from those captain d.... now what i can do is silent up my self focus on the plane go back only write blog with tear !!!!

lucky now day close with almost every 1 d........ at least say hi or what !! not thing to lost !! every thing will be so easy if other willing to help or teach !! still learning to be humble and control my super hot temper , is so easy caught fire worst than petrol !!!!

thinking last time also stupid !! always manja and mood swing , i so sick because i feel happy by the time see her angry because of my thing !!!! hope her happy la... than i also feel happy d.

better than sleeping pill

most of my friend know that i dont like clubbing so they all go club also lazy want to call me d..... but i never tell them actually i can drink but i just dont like the place the so fxxx noisy and full of temptation . i dont want drink till forget every thing than woke up sleep on the living hall or beside me got extra roommate !!!! so what i will do is play my own music soft and relaxing music eat some snack and have a couple of drink with close friend .

worst come to worst i can jump to the bed and fall sleep , club is a place that out of my control . there got too much thing that i cant handle checking , drive after drinking , fighting ................ i feel i am so girlish !!! the mouth always call people lets go club in the end people really call me out than i give tons of reason to skip it !!! (T.T ) sorry lo.......

kuan kuan always say go hunting hunting !!!! crazy 1 la...... wait la... the day will come hunting this word pop out from me !!!! i also dont know why ?? i say i dont like clubbing also no 1 believe , every say see my face also know is play boy clubbing type ! i hope i am 1 of those bustard too . that time i think i will feel more freedom and happy rather than thinking silly thing .

no 4times d........... T.T

i just cancel my subang flight again cause weather ??!!! it is so hard to go subang ?? or some how may be is a gift to not going there thinking or remind some thing .

but still down because the hour clock very slow dont what to do !! stress in term of waiting cancel flight plan , air craft keep down people keep asking when you graduate ah... this type of question i will only answer once the second time i may not entertain any more !!!

down down down T.T keep eating to make my self happy !!! but scare fat so after eating do seat up like crazy till the stomach cramp than tired sleep !!!!!!