50 first dates !!!cool sweet nice ,sad miss lonely

i wish i have a girlfriend like that !!!! but i dont where the i can take it anot !?
feel sweet now , missing some 1 badly too. once again my mood is back to normal , i cant fly i never blame any 1 but my self hehehe because last night during prayer i ask "FATHER " to give me a beautiful weather today , but after i check the weather report i saw the weather was not that good allot of cloud and will having thunder storm rain too what ever la...... but the most important thing is i never ask for the plane will be serviceable that's my bad !!!! i will never do that again !!!!! next time pray i will mention every thing D....... wont miss out a single word .

right after that , yap call me out for breakfast at 4pm hahahha but this is pretty normal for him because last night hang over d........ think back i feel lucky i never go because i know my self well if i be there for sure i will drink more or less like him . in the end headache like him follow by vomiting !


CHEER that the word that i always told me self , because not thing much i can do d.........
but smile i think at least some thing i still able to control by my self !

my mood is really down till a level that cant describe

my flight cancel again !!!! today morning when i check the weather forcast i dont feel good d......... after check the TAF METAR for 1 hour in the end i miss the most important !!!!
i cant take off without the plane !! hai......... i just get a call from klifa say that my flight was cancel due to aircraft down !!!!!!! what is this man !!!!! i just prepare every thing .

in the end cancel flight !!!!!! hai......... today i dont feeel want to talk to any 1 d......