just now i also dont what happen ?

just now june ask me some stupid question than i really dont what she want lo............. she ask me got a working guy if got a girl border and always disturb you and she is love you 1... so wound you interrupted anot i really no mood lo.......... because i always worry her get date with other guy more than she worry me la.... i really dont what to say lo, i answer her by asking her the same question then she angry lo..... so stupid lo..... dont what she want to know also damn piss off

can any tell me how to do ?

i hope go a short trip with her in this short holiday lo, because i don't think i have other longer time for doing this d,.......................... really really hope lo, now start collect money d, i wish go genting with her lo, because really miss that time school trip al of us go there have a vacation so nice and sweet lo......

what to do have to do study and the thing is i dont when can i finish my study every time fly also got weather than cancer

it is i too free ? always find to fan!

i have no idea what i plan to do ,
she withe yes 4 year so ,???
my sister friend 7year relationship ALSO break,
before break the girl know she wont married him ,
but she say she use to it got people care and fetch her d
so not going to change any thing ,
then a good timing come then they say break ,
they can say because of a small thing break,
now i look back my situation is slightly the same ,
just dont when the TIMING will come to me only ,
for her is just like a SHE team from a litter girl ,
transform to a litter women ,
i really childish lo, always think if i stay at kl ,
will thing o better >? no lo because i lost confident d.
ever my self i dont how to do ?
but now for me got a day more relationship ,
than i just continue a day more ,
i really scare any thing will happen again ,
ya i really love her , i belief that she like me too,
now the thing is i am 20 she is 19 !!!!
did she think bout married before ?
if say la we really married la but in how many year old?????
now already 4 year if i married at 25yr then it will be 9yr,
long run relationship , i want married at that time,
not mean she want too , so it may take the dating time longer ,
what is in my mind lo.....


just simply think and doing some calculation for the 5 year later >???????

the different between and friend and girl friend

for now even my self dont what is the status because thing happen too fast break and together back ! but i know there still got problem between us , distance and the most is the feeling changing from her. i know i am just different from other couple i have to act stupid because lie to the parent ! but i dont think they dont me as well always want hidiing here and there , just want to go a short trip i also dont how to plan , but if i not her boy friend may be i can go trip with her just kile normal working trip but i it cant hai i dont what i want and actually i am just a normal guy lo, not that special can stand few month only see her 1 time lo, but now even chat on the phone she like not thing to chat with me lo, i think she can life without me 1 lo...... not like me already make her become a part of my life hard to over come the stress and loneliness . for a normal friend she since more care bout me it is when change the relationship d than the feeling also will follow it change ?
some time i think my self ! it is we can walk thought all this ? i really no confident day by day d, because i know the field she study and working is messy and complicated but my 1 also not that normal always travel here and there stay here ans there hai.................... did her actually just feel use to it the realtionship so dont want have any changer of still in love with me ?
those day i get angry very fast and the emotional graft also move up and down rapidly i really dont want this type of life d , i want a normal life lo/.................. lie lie lie is become a part of the program to the parent d..........

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