meet with some old friend

just now i meet with my secondary friend , last time we use to call gang of 4 . because same school same club lion dance club i miss that time always ride a bike go here and there , that time no 1 really dare to bully us because 4 of us come from very different background very rich till bottom class also have. that suddenly , my friend ask me : how are with your girlfriend ?? hai......... that moment i do feel down for a while but no point to scold him la.... because he don't i am single d....
so i tell me i no really want to talk bout this topic than he also know me well he change topic to his school life . but a while later come back with the relationship topic !!!! he say of course la..... who you are oh... now day people high class d ma.... get involve in the entertainment business always close with those super star what you can get for her d ?? LV ? MONEY ?? not even 1 you able to fulfil ah.....

he told me that he also just separate with a girl , but he seen pretty happy because he is he 1 that kick the girl away . ?He told me that the girl very " fan " always ask him what he doing now ? where are you ? just a month period time they break off d..... but in this short period of time he able to get the girl virginity ? what the hack??? KL girl so desperate mem?? he say no i want is her cheap only !!!! what the fxxx la..... u eat people d than u say those word a..... fuckxxr ah.........

but is true !!! just 1 month let sex involve your relationship mean gone d la........ he dont even know you but u having sex with him d...... for normal people also will think the girl is so horny , hai.... i also dont have the right to say other also la......... because i also not that good only... have a 4 yr relationship so what ?? in the end friend also cant do !! because awkward .


that day , i go to youth gathering after that got a big brother sharing message with us . his message is so good because we can see that many miracle thing happen in his life . first is been to local University with lower mark, 2 have a good job opportunity 3 is the best for me la..... he able have a girl friend for such long distance because he start relationship during UNI he study at johor and his girl friend at KL . that moment i feel pain because almost like my case but he say thank god because both of them strongly believe in god premise . he told us i yr maybe he just able to meet his girl friend 4 to 5 time only from starting is like that d...... that after he work the company sent him go over sea to Indian that time worst 1 yr maybe just can meet 2 to 3 times time pass so fast already 8 year they been together d..... that time because of more work load at Indian the time he come back or keep in touch with girlfriend less and less d.... than they do always quarrel for this thing till almost break up !!! wah 8 yr relationship break up ?? but this word bring me up , he say if the 1 is god want to give you as partner no 1 can taken her away so he just pray to god than after finish the indian project he come back married .

the moral value i the story remind me that believe in god !!! he know what suitable for you more than you do ......... and dont even try to start a relationship with some 1 different religion d.... because in the end just will get more and more hurt only !_! i afraid to that feeling d........... 1 times is enough for me d............. i got no more tear to drop d..........