feel like getting sick

hai.... every 1 come from the trip also get sick 1 daddy and me suffer stomachache than brother fever and headache . now i cant really feel my back d..... because after two day sleeping on the sofa make my back feel so pain .

than sudden i think back that time sister ask me why now day i so desperate to earn money and be rich !! she ask me it is any big changer cause me think that ? actually i think the reason is too simple for this ugly world if you are not rich enough than no 1 will really border you and look down at you !! just like that day i at shenzen i saw a road cleaner flipping the rubbish bin try to find some thing that can sell and get money , a while later i saw a pub worker holding a plastic bottle i told he want to pass it to the man but suprice me to the max the worker try to fool the cleaner like dog because he holding the bottle for us maybe feel not thing just a plastic bottle but for that guy is money so dont care how the pub fuxxx keep give and take back the bottle in the end he trow the bottle under his leg . does the cleaner deserve this ??? that moment i feel the pub worker is so fuxxing idiot at least people willing to work and get money and not rob or steal !!!!!!!

but another idea poping in my mind !_! , if i am the cleaner i think i will choose to rob the bank because if i sucess than no 1 dare to look down at me any more and the pub worker also will play by me again but this time not bottle is trowing money i want to see he change to the dog face !!!!! i think i really sick d........ now day , i cant really control my emotional well !!! i can play with you very very happy this moment but cant promise that the next minute i still will be this !_! . may be i will cry or angry d....... but if i feel too angry i also will cry 1............ because heart pain .


since last year thing happen i always tell my self , i dont care how and what to paid off i want to be rich !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in this fuxxing world got it own rule and ragulation depent that you choice to obey or what ?