now only i feel that got money not happy is pointlesshttp://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2010/03/08/159.html

for this few month i just stay at home , but daddy still give me pocket money . but ya i do have few thousand with me can buy some thing i like and wanted to buy so long. but in the real world is another way round . i just sit at home play game eat sleep watch movie and some time go daddy shop .

untill today when i go eat lok lok my self i feel the feeling so good ya.... may be for those rich people mean not thing and low class but dont care so much la...... during eating see the stick finish by me 1 by 1 . after so many stick it just cost me less than 10.00 dollar .

that moment i feel that , why i treat my self so bad ???? why not do some thing make my self feel nice and better le........ but maybe the place i eat not so clean , cause my stomach up set :( but i think tomorrow i will eat it again . a small happiness is desperate needed for my current life .

my school keep giving fake promise to me , i feel up set and down for tis few day d............... after talk to my "mother " spiritual mother i feel much better d...... i dont how she had such high EQ . for me a bit thing than i will feel angry or happy . She ask me whether really ok d........ still got feel pain ? than i also just share what inside my heart ............ after share it out really feel my body lighter . in the end she just told me that some thing like " GOD WILL GIVING ME THE BEST " the BEST 1. what i have to do is prepare my self become a better guy . because not only i want my partner is best my future partner also hope that she will get some 1 love GOD more than her because that for sure will be very very prefect family . for sure can avoid my family problem like a fair with other girl like latest a Singapore director having a fair with a model and always having sex in the car ? really unbelieverble ............

that moment i feel that got money really can fuxx any girl lo........ why those girl so cheap ??? ops.... should say why they all so IN update and open minded what a good name ???? than after case pop out still can pretent not thing and accept interview share out all secret with public ????
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now day i can happy easily

today i just know that during eating time i will feel happy , especially eating lok lok .......... even thought eating alone but still taste good .

i drove half kuantan to find coconut , lastly i found it d...... i brought 4 in 1 time because dont why just feel want to drink coconut water . and plan to make coconut pudding if not success also got 3 for backup lo.............

dont why this few day , my stomach keep not feeling well . hai...... "period" come d i think hehehehhee dont care still drink and eat what even i want as long i feel happy . long time never see my self laugh d...... miss that sound ........

except cooking eating also can make my mood feel better d................... just worry become fat boy hehehehehh