can all start all over ? can i and her take it ?

can all start all over ? can i and her take it ? i really dont the hurt and love just make me down again and again now just feel sad lonely ................. the feeling is increases when i non thing to do sit down and think

missing till i cant standing d...... but i have to let go my hand

i am sad and really unhappy because of her what she bring to me is really hurt , because i really feel sad that she told me after 4yr we break because parent ? she really so guai so listed to the parent ? if that we shoult not start since the first day , it is must end like that ? really not thing can do d ? ya i really "happy " now i wish this past faster i cant stand any more d............. please

last time meet her ! miss but time will not backward

this pic is july and this is sept slightly different >? big different ok can feel got thing going to happen

i think i will be very handsome soon...............

just now when taking my lunch i eat i also feel stress , because i know i cant take it any more d, if i finish it i will vomit all so i just take few bite than i sit there and try to finish it but after half and hour i give up d. i really feel want to vomit d, is good also can loss some weight since i fat d..........

now feeling moon swing but trying to over come it soon

i think is time to break d, she say want break ok i accept it

today morning june message me say it is can message me ifshe wanted ? what that for ? i really dont ! yesterday i ask her more than 5 times u really want to break than she say yes than ok i accept it i know i will mood down for a while that why i going back home today but , when i go back home i dont hoe to face mummy because she will ask me this and that i really no mood to answer that i just worry that make her worry me