i am who i am

like usual no 1 will know my inside voice , and i also not plan to share so dont ask me why or how !!!

finally i know what the hell is happening

crying is a part of the trick to overcome the guilty, thank God i have a wonderful life lesson. now i can proudly tell my mother is not 100% my fault.

but is good to know the truth, before i try to repair . lucky i am not ! naive idiot i am !! i sweat i hate people cheap. nia sing ah......... say put relationship status will kenal tiu from parent la.... this la that la.... all the grandmother story bullshit.

but how come i belief all without thinking ! think back also feel how can i be such stupid !!! lazy ah revenge revenge is out of my business. Now what i need a job ...

thing continue i think i will lost lot of weight

till now i just drink a cup of hot chocolate, i really no appetite.