my good if my brain can be like computer!?

memory this type of thing is very special lo..... not like program can delete it easily , now the hardest part of my life the memory is still fresh on my mind , not easy to take out now day don't why my self was so no confident lo, keep worry this and that really piss to my self when i become so sticky and so afraid of loneliness d..... maybe i got too much free time to think stupid thing d, always compare with other people why i want to my self so unhappy , so stupid to do that a............ going to find more thing to do to over come those free time.....

dont what is going on ?

now i don't what is going on ? every thing happen too fast d.... i still cant caught up and i really can take it if any thing happen again? i really don't but now very sure my self defend is on prepare for every thing , today i am not flying and tomorrow also i really tired of keep complaining d...... i really don't when only i can graduate lo.......... study stress is almost flooder me d...... don't how thing going on lo........ some time really feel stress and loneliness ..........