just third days only i also feel want to stop it d !!!!!!

i really don't i call for a rest it is really useful for both of us but i hope it will bring some good news la because my appetite is less day by day if keep going like that sure sick 1 i really unhappy lo........ i don't where then she feel that an not or she just feel free without me hai i almost get crazy d always stay at home they think this and that hope time past faster lo............. :(

can u imagging till now haven eat really puasa lo.

i just read a book name MEN ARE LIKE WAFFLES WOMEN ARE LIKE SPAGHETTI hear the name also know is talk bout what the different of guy and girl actually it has allot of different during reading this how hope she can Reading this book together with me because after read this really can think thing from different angle , can also know each other better any this book also give allot example and all the example is really true lo..... the book say guy like waffles is box by box it mean guy thinking also is like that guy will solve 1 thing by another thing but girl can do all the thing together and the best part it say the thing guy most wanted is make love with the 1 he love than sleep to release stress but girl will want the another partner to spent time on her to hear what thing that make her feel stress . and in guy toilet maybe just got 10 items but girl toilet can have up to 350 items some even u look at it also not mean u know how to use it , i hope i and june can be strong untill the results come out

third days d hope it past faster i almost cant stand d

just now i when to the school check for flying anot than i hear a very unhappy result my instructor this weekend off till Tuesday only will come back for flying hai the moon already down than my dear message me say (just remind u to take lunch o;... if not later gastric again... u no need to reply la...) the feeling i can tell u is really complicated first i very happy got her so care bout me and now i really gastric d because till now even a bread i also never take i really no appetite at all flying now day make feel very stress d than relationship problem coming in so more i really hope this will end soon and june also can have a rest time without me disturbing he life now i still waiting for the result and answer for her if she think can still together with me than i willing to carry on but make sure she really think wisely d only make this decision , because every time quarrel the same thing i really cant take it and i willing to solve the problem rather than run away from the problem than keep the problem there . for me if i really do that it just like i putting a timer boom beside me and and by the time if bust than for sure will 100times hurt than now lo.....

if june drunk i think same thing will happen

i really worry bout her when she go clubbing for me is ok go there but must let me know the status lo if not any thing happen also dont how to find her i will very worry lo

second days for rest today i stilll got replay her

hai i really cant o it that dont want to replay her message i cant do it lo but some time i think my self la i thin she can do it if she dont want to reply she really can dont want reply lo, for me i still will feel uncomfortable if i never reply i scare she will worry me till do wrong thing because lack of focusing but i really dont what i want now , the heart keep missing her but the brain keep saying come mon give her some time to think it is have to continue or not??? because is really true for me now both of us really cant see our future clearly just can imaging and guess what will happen it te future ?
for me if we break d for sure both of us will feel very sad but this sadness maybe just stay few month if she choice to continue together with me are she going to change? if she going to change is ok for me but if she just want i change only than i dont think the reltionship can go long may be i can keep tollerent her but i the thing i worry is if 1 day i cant stand d i burst out my feeling than i think wil more hurt her .
what i hope was she sit down besite me and discuss the problem serious not i talking to the wall like that ask and answer my own .