i cant believe that i cry for dream

today i wake up my cry full of tear , what the !!!! i cant believe it really happen . so pain !! pls dont repeat this type of dream later !!!!!

really like baby like that shame on me !!! cant control the tear at all it is so real like that time !!! feel realistic and sad .

spoil my day :P la.............. lucky got ice cream save the day !!!

SUBANG FLIGHT

tomorrow fly subang again !!! hope weather clear , air craft well performance , my self enough sleep .

subang ! a place that i wanted to so many time but every time also got problem !!! weather !! aircraft !! it is so hard to fligh over there ?? i dont know !

subang ! a place that i miss but afraid to step on any more !! not going to think so much d....... focus on my flying and plan to go back kuantan next week , i miss daddy mummy and kuantan . for me kuantan still are the place that contain more happiness than sadness !!! so is worth to go back :) even it take 5-6 hour to reach the feeling at kuantan is really good .

long time never go daddy shop d........ thinking this time go back longer than go daddy shop help him take care the shop , i know he like it !! if make a simple move can make people happy i dont mind to sleep less or work more .

at johor i feel that my self are so useless and no life !! i dont know how to explain it , but at here i really feel stress and unhappy . every day hoping that graduate even dream also think that .
hope this hard time pass faster i almost cant take it any more d...........