Some thing just happen

I just back from RB i can really feel rizal stress and unhappy , after get the interview but no news for a week more d........ Rizal vomit like hell and i drive back his car and settle down every thing . Rizal vomit on the car park it self and fall down hurt his face bleeding all over the face . I am scare and worry bout him , even just now i almost get high but i am sure that now i am totally a wake.

I message her every time when i am drinking have enought guts to do so....... But i still dont what actually happen thwt time ? SAd for me to keep lookinh for the truth , i am also human that feel and hurt. ???? Feel sad that been playing around or cheated . Fxxx if i will have a better life soon. Stress to get a job, the stress is not from my self but others if i doest make it i failure me parent and those that help me in. Now the path is right in frint of me nicely done just need my self to walk it though.

Down for no reason, non worry i will be fine later when i reach kuantan home with my parent. Comercial pilot life is reallh beyond my expectation.

Love you r