try to be friend with every 1 is not easy that i though !!!

i do feel sad bout the guy that kill him self !!! i feel shame why i can just be friend with him T.T !!!! i think if i willing to do that every thing may change !!!

so after that case i keep talking to every 1 , especially those special kids that always been forget by the people !!!! i believe that if they willing to share out the pain every thing may change !!!! i dont mind to make a couple ou=f hour chatting with you or drink some thing with y0u . i feel bad !!

why ?? end your life ??? now another guy to worry bout is yap !!! i hope he is fine !!! plan to call him later !!! i cant take it if lost another 1 that i know any more !!!


: ) if my smile tear can make a different why not !!

T.T : ) your call , but please this :) as reward

in relationship ...........

ok all the best and good luck . perfect full stop for this sad emo journey d....... i am clear d....

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME >>>>???

i feel lost !!!!!! just finish a bottle of vodka , maybe i got no more feeling d......... so not really feel any thing yet !!!!

but i try to be friend with her !!! i add her as friend again but she never accept but accept other guy when the notifcation pop out i piss and down !!!!! really sad la........ add other also not me !!!!
dont want to hopr to be friend d........ i angry d.........


T.T sleep