feel relief

previously i feel so tired and down , but after this day i really told my self to release it d............
last time i still worry that , how do she feel ? but i think i just over worry d............. just take good care of my self is more realistic and responsible to me self.


actually there is not space for me to be worry , obviously tons of friend is there till that can make most impossible thing be possible . by the way in term of resting at house thinking silly thing i rather do some thing bring benefit to me self or other .

when you step out of the house , you will automatically wear your invisible mask and start be some 1 that other people will accept . for girl will always have a girl movement , but i dont think all the girl like to life that way . that why now day got so many toms boy and bisexual as well all this is depent on the enviroment that you effect you . because enviroment was the 1 that choose what type of mask you suppose to wear .

i always think i am lonely , but that is of course because may be last time i never start invest time on friendship so this is the out come . feel stupid that having a blind love !!! you will think that every thing was fine every thing is good as long stick together . not healthy at all !!!! but i am still that type of people wont call every 1 out for drink that type of person because after few incident the number i call never turn up told me busy , but the true is go other friend big new house ??? what the ??? why must lie ?? damn it !!!! wait la... the day will come my day will come .

i want my life not only good i want it be luxury can comfortable to the max . to achieve that i want my partner is some 1 that really can and willing to give her helping hand for me when i need and not just having a beautiful out looking but without brain .