after busy

i miss busy time !!!! i do !!! even is very tired but at least i do some thing useful and make my self happy !! hate to hate the pc or the wall .

i feel sick of my life style , when i can end this ?? a life style than i cant plan any thing !!! daily schedule make me no chance to plan any thing . every day hoping my name is there T.T by right tonight i should able up in the air again but the aircraft naughty the instrument not function well so my flight cancel again .

my out look may be look tougher than the steel but who even look at my inner world ? so no point showing the pitty dog face . act normal become a part of my life d......... if really job less i think i can be an actor some "ka le fei " because hardly find emotion on my face now day

孤单

以前从不知道那时什麽滋味！ 不错吗？？ 真的吗？？

nasi bujang

what the fxxx right !!! got those rice 1 !!! is a super fuxxxxxxx simple meal egg and rice !!! what the fxxxxxxxx mean that single cant effort a better meal it is !!!

just finish 1 nasi bujang add on tom yam seafood fried mee too ............ eat the nasi bujang really make me feel sick !!! single deserve better than this man............

now the only happy enjoying time is eating with friend !!! because that the only time i can chat with real people and also by the time my stomach feel full the brain wont think so much of thing easy for me to fall sleep .

finish this glass apple martini , should have a better sleep d ...... :(

not use to it

yesterday is the last day world vision having roadshow at city square , than same day a girl that i know from facebook she say she would like to have a birthday gathering there too.

the thing is this girl fb profile have no photo it mean that i dont know whois she !!!!!! last last she call me ask me where am i ? than i say i at the roadshow she told me that her phone battery flat soon meet her at the MD what the !!!!! i dont know your face also how i go to know who is who la!!!!! never mind still i walk to the md try my luck . i cant find actually can be say is i dont know i looking for !!!! i piss off d........ i walk back to the roadshow area i message her f you read this find me at the roadshow !!!!!

after 15min i saw i girl standing far away keep looking at me , that moment really make me feel uncomfortable!!! so i also walk toward her ask her name in the end she is the 1 that i looking for !!! so i just have a quick lunch with her than i back to work d........ for me i just want to be friend no other !!!! since she told me she have boyfriend why after i back to work she keep calling me out company her walk around ??? i really dont what girl thinking lo........ sorry la........ the wound still fresh no dare to touch love or relationship thing d.................

i dont think i can take it as well , the feeling been cheated or just a misunderstanding i dont want to know so much d......... hurt mean hurt d............. first time i run away from a girl !! i reject the call as well !!! confuse what she want from me ???