what wrong with me ???

every time i keep saying want to club at johor !!! but every time friend invite me to go i will reject hai.................. not use to that type of place now . even my younger cousin is going but he is good and use to it that type of place d....... for me i hate noisy i dont like people shout at me may be that i cant take if the volume is too high !!! and no really good mood to go !!! better stay at home d..........

any way : ) cheer cheer tomorrow i will see daddy mummy brother and sister d...........

CLUBBING ??

just recieve a call from them ask me out for clubbing !!!! but i dont feel wanted to go !!! i feel bored .

after the noisy what i will get ??

shit !!! my english is suck !!!!

every time people around me keep discussing that my English are poor , of course i know that too but what can i do ?

can you all just stop criticise but giving advise or solution !!!!! now i know why pilot paid are high!!! come on they deserve it !! the stress level is high until a lever that normal people wont understand !!!!! medical test , base check every half year , safety check , English test ,rating test , procedure test ,you name it !!!!!

now what i feeling just a piece of cake only compare with future !!