be friend better than relationship lo..........

relationship so what ??? ask going out for date also hardly ?!!

but friend ask to go singapore than parent no problem on it !!!! fucking sick !! what type of relationship is that ??

fucking stupid move to change friendship to relationship !_!

brother on the phone with some 1 he want to date , sudden the tear fulfill d.... thinking back last time ........

............................ cant taip any more tear ALMOST DROP D.........

why those idoit aunty like to ask the same question ????

when you get married ah? how is your girl friend ah ? what the fuck la....... non of your business man !!! just leave me alone !!!

how good if i can say that to them , than for sure they will not asking me the same stupid question d.... why ????will break ? fuck you la...... why how i going to answer you oh ??? talking without using the brain 1 ah!!!!!!!!

i know your son get married d, so congrats lo.......... just busy with your boy la..... for what asking me those question that i don't have answer ???

hai.............. for sure this coming Chinese new year the same fucking thing will happen again !!!!!!! those uncle sure will repeat those question ? any way i will just smile and keep the mouth shut as well d...........

i say no girl friend than they will ask why ?
i say got girl friend than they will ask why not bring ?

better just avoid those occasion as well......................................

stomach ache till crazy d.......... :X

now feel much better d.........

no taking bout the stupid stomach ache , is talking bout the worry feeling . last week i am fucking worry bout her it is happen any thing ? because for her first thing come back from taiwan sure busy with the pc up load this and that 1 .......... but she did' t that why i fucking worry !!!!!!

till i cant hold my self , because the worry increase day by day ............... than i make a phone call !!! during the phone call i know is a over sea call d...... because the caller tone different the first word she told me at singapore some with her good friend than i straight away end the conversation d....

i don't want to spoil people mood , new year count down some more . so i never talk much , but i feel much better because at least she is fucking safe now .at first , i told any thing happen to the silly girl d a not in wad or what than try to contact mother but no 1 pick up than call her finally i know the ugly true d........

hehehe just finish a show name "the ugly true" on the bed since i cant go any way !!!!!! in the show they do understand guy very much . all guy are vision animal , always get bluf and fool by the eye . and girl really is the most complicated animal in the world . they always think and do the thing opposite way !!!! but they can handle it very well . i dont know what inside girl brain ?
just a simple solution also much complicated it to the max only happy .




messy mind and stomach damn uncomfortable

stomach ache the feeling suck!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell , since morning keep running toilet d............... today , i spent most of the time on my bed not i want it !!! is my body like no energy like that .

now what i will do is keep doing thing to avoid thinking of her any more !!!!!!!
she do hurt me deeply and cheated me . last night count down night she say she never drink , for me i not really belief on that !!! never when for club ?? in singapore never drink ?? come on la....... no point to cheat on a normal friend la....

i do drink allot last night , that why today i have to pay the "bill" stomach ache " the whole day .
now feel want to vomit like that , go toilet also non thing come out . keep pain pain pain dont pain what also , because spent most of the time on bed today for sure tonight hardly fall to sleep d.....

2009 for me is the year of pain , but for other do be the bless and sweet memory year . during this year i got 3 friend married d...... every time attend those wedding the heart also feel pain really like bleeding inside d.

now day even my brother almost start a relation soon d, but my self and sister both that always have some 1 beside now have to use to it the feeling of alone . for my sister , i feel sad for her because her job hardly find some 1 that can take it the distance relationship . me i dont know may be i not good enough and i do feel pain in relationship d ...... is time for me to take a break .

why i cant just be my friend , having few girl on the line . always cant do this cant do that , for sure people dont like lo..... but want me go club every night i do feel very guilty my parent spent 200k for my fees than i spent most time on club than fail the test . may be la..... if i rich enough i may do the same thing , but i know god know me better than any 1 ......... i just dont get the happiness in the club , a place that so noisy that hardly hear people talking but dont why still full all night long ..............

after become pilot , i do want to open a club . my own club no smoking no drug no bullshit 1


stomach ache plus sad