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my daddy keep mubble at me , i feel i almost cant breath d............... i already very fan............. this moment i hope every 1 just leave me alone !_! . stop asking me question that i cant answer !!!!!!!! i really reach the limit d.................. i cant talk nicely with daddy , i feel sorry but can he stop asking me how how how how d?????? because i dont have idea . hope some 1 willing to give the helping hand to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even i know tearing wont help but , i like it !!! at least some thing i do really make my self feel comfortable . just want to do want even i want !! i dont want to think dont want to think d.............. i am tired d......................... !_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_! leave me alone pls..........................


tired d........................................

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just now my phone the inbox full d...................... than i check surprise me that out of 200 message 150 come from same person !!! some even last last year 1. say truly that moment i got down for a while !!!! so so tired of this d...........

want to rest of my mind d............... maybe every thing hold too hard also will turn over to bad .
thinking of stupid thing again...........................................

when only i can get back to the sky ????

i feel bored for being such a.......... useless worm d................ i feel tired and hate my self d...........
wasting time and money !_! why so many thing keep on happen ????????? i almost cant breath d.............

finding a way to release my stress and sad !_! , if club will make me happy i will go but i know i wont because just a moment of happy wont cure the pain that occur in my heart .


every night tear trying to flow out , but the problem still there ?? i just hate my self . always mess the thing up !!! can some 1 drag me out of this ?>????

another lonely tearing night