act normal !!! :)

i think the most thing i learn here is acting la........ acting happy ok tough in front of every 1 .......

tired men......... after get my licence i wish to have a crazy night with tons of friend .

suddenly feel down dont it is bout that again !! so many thing thinking .


happy back d........ but the tear still fall down !!! because noe mummy and father they all at home celebrate mummy birthday oh...... i feel so lonely here T.T . but just now mummy call me my mood just like auto gear become happy and cheer i dont want they all still have to keep worry bout me D...... mummy love you oh ...... after the call my tear flowing down d.........
when only i can graduate !!!?????? i almost cant stand here d........... always stand by stand by than flying time weather !!! always hope people sortie cancel than me can take over !! hai......
feel my self like a beggar beg for flying .


become " lan ham pau " d..........

dont why suddelly my mood when down !!!

am i change d?

shit !!!!!!! i just forget my mother birthday !!! just that !!

today i call her only i know that she just came back from Shanghai !! feel the stress when no money ! i know if i compare with many people my life is far away better than them d..... but not here , i am so frustrated not because of hard life but torture life here

say truly i dont really enjoy to be a cadet pilot any more !!! because all in the movie does happen but supporting by allot of money !!$$$$$

for me i promise my self since young , i will never never get poor i dont care i rob of what i dont want to be poor .

hai.......... now day for me the money is just too small to spent !!! buy a bit of thing only than more than rm50 d..... add some more than rm100++ d...... hai.......... bored !!! i think i desperate need a nice hug now T.T my emotion almost collapse d.....

he say he can fxxx any jb girl ~!!!

just now by looking at his phone image tons of girl that having "business" with him some more video too....... ok you win d. man..........

another way round what is the girl thinking by taking those photo ?? hehe play boy is always so nice to be ! it is must be that ?? what he tell me is after the business you can even forget bout her if good than can find her another time .

living in the shadow

no worth to change my self for liar ! but now day to find some 1 to share out the feeling i also will choose nicely d............

tired of bleeding heart d.........

now only i realise !!

finding solution to stop follow the blog , i dont want to know any more info d.........

delete throwing bit by bit , delete picture also think twice . but now feel better d..... at least got some 1 there to replace me d......

shit !! smoking does not help at all............ hai..... curent like a lonely and hunrgy shark !! keep seaching for pray !!!!!


now in my mind , i rather be the predator than the pray d......... just bite and walk away !!! is always better than be bite and get hurt !!