if last time i think now i on the highway d.........

let the time to cure and replace every thing !!!!!!! force my self to smile and never never give up my life and study .

you know what ???? you know who is my daddy ???? is God ah : P what he want to give me no 1 can take it from me but the thing that HE don't want me to have or not having it now HE will take it away keep it nicely first or just take away forever and better 1 for..........


: ) cheer jazzzzzzz life still beautiful

last time i may feel very worry

but now i think got other replace my duty d la........... what i can do is pray and hope better thing happen only . just after playing badminton super tired but feel very healthy rather than drinking . and also much more cheaper so fast i left only 200 for this month hai : ( still have to buy bus ticket but without rational thinking also know is worth to go back home .

in this world no 1 will care and love me like my parent do d......... last time i told different but just like Taylor swift song "today was a fairytale . started to love the feeling of tiredness because not much blood that in the brain d..... that make my eye feel tired and easy to fall sleep .


after so many month finally i get back the happiness to going home ! the word " home sweet home " is really true and meaningful because really feel bored and tired plus tons of loneliness staying alone far from home . so fast the tear start fulfiling d........ i think it mean to stap taiping d........ if not sure T.T

good morning

since last night my body feel energetic , till in the middle on the night i still can do sit up and some exercise because i afraid that my body shape will out of share like some 1 . if because some till i become "fei chai " i dont think that is worth .

so after drinking must do allot exercise to burn the excessive fat ...................... now all my muscle is pain like hell . bored to repeating the thing over and over again !!!

now i even start getting bored of flying d............ because fly 1 day standby 2 days at the school . i really give up this school d............. no planning not thing !!!! now every time talking bout study stuft my tear will easily flow out .
many thing happen that really out of my control !!!!!!! feel like all my future plan is gone !!! every thing or every 1 in my life change d............. every 1 like move not only a head of me but far far away from me d....... just left me alone standing at the same spot stuck in the same problem over and over again .

what a good morning : (

am i sick d?

i dont feel drunk or high or even tired .

may be too much coke d........... any way life still go on tomorrow have to go school for flying : )