day3 also the 1 day of the year

just finish praying, during that i cant hold the tear dropping . i hope the better day come soon, currently i very scare be alone because that time my mind will thinking this and that . almost every time my tear also flown out .

can some 1 drag me out of this?>???
after crying feel tired and much better , is good that she cruel to me d....... i can die faster . than i also can recover faster .


leave me alone