pisss thing happen again

what the hell is the idiot brain thinking !!!

just now i was flying at east of the air field , than after half and hour i plan to call for rejoin and continue by doing touch and go . thing happen when i plan to call , the CFI relay the RT to me call me to land !!!! for me i feel why ??? i can see that west of air field the weather is building up but not at east !!!!! some more the wind is blowing from east side it mean that the weather will blow to north east of the air field .

what to do , he is the boss .!!! i have to obey all the instruction given by him. after landing i feel damn piss i purposely park my air craft beside him , i ask him politely say sir the type of weather i am sure that can do touch and go what . !!! then the answer given by him make me piss to the max !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• me : sir i am sure the weather can continue for touch and go . because other aircraft is also flying .
• CFI: ya....... you see that west of air field the weather is building up !!!!
• me : yes sir , i was keep observe on the weather movement east of the air field is clear.
• CFI:ya.... har..... i told you at the west of the air field !!!
• me : sir during the air i ask you to confirm where the i really have to land right ?? than you also reply affirm ask me to land right !!
• CFI : oh.... that time i was no listen to the Radio i focus on flying so that i dont no where you flying at !!!!
• me : that what for you say affirm !!!! you dont even know where i flying that you say the weather coming will affect my flying ????? what is this la......?????

another "pissful" day but not peaceful :(

slp

4am i think is a good time to close my eye and slp d...........

hope that tomorrow weather is fine .

eat sleep fly eat sleep fly

feel my life was so meaning lesss....................................................................



where only i can finish this type of life ??? T.T

lonely gila........................................................ bored gila.................................................................


still searching the reformat button in my brain to reset all the thing .

smoking does not bring away the stress!!!

for what reason those people will smoking ??? what so nice about it ????? not thing also ?? not like alcohol at least will get drunk !!!! for that moment or the whole night !!!!

smoking just make me sick and feel vomiting , all is bull shit !!!!!! who the hell say that smoking will reduce stress ???? idiot fellow the stupid reason in the world .

thinking some thing that can relax my mind , because i feel really empty by physical and mentality .

the best part is now some of them plan to find " hole " ???? what the ???? just age 18 want to go "fish tank " . no comment on it , because i still cant really accept the statement yet........ love should not measure by money .

totally not like wht my instructor say what you will get is 3 B....... at first i dont really understand what he talking bout after he tell me the meaning i also dont no want to give what reaction d......

1. B BATH U
2. B BLOW U
3. B U BANG HER!!!!!!

WHAT IS THIS MEN????????

REALLY HAVE TO GO THAT LEVER ???

NOT NOW , AND FUTURE TOO !!!!!! EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS WANT TO ...............