safe safe la ..........................

love ??? care ?? hug ??????? afraid to open the heart to other d............ the pain still fresh

just coming back from center
if you ask me dare to start again now ? i can say not dare at all because it is really pain till now i still can feel it some time . really "pa pa" d........ that why people always say a good relationship can bring you to heaven but a bad can drag you to hell lo.......

feel complicated , the mouth always say forget but keep but the name on the prayer list . any way la..... friend also can pray ma...... also use this type of silly excuse for my own self . if god beside me i think i will get a big big slap till i cant wake .

just now my mood was very down , after viewing but i know non of my business and now is time to listen god voice . during pray and worship the tear keep fulfiling i know if i keep it the tear will drop d...... that momemt i silent my self just pray that have a calm spirit with me , a while later i feel much better d.... because how can i because of this type of thing destroy my pray and worship ?

say be friend ? but i think is hard d la....... any way i dont want use my own power any more because i want to let go d..... going to find back my beautiful smile soon . i feel up set for half a year d.... till all the people say i am my brother elder brother . what the =.= he is elder than me 5 yr le....
i look so old d?? may be because just read news paper it say that stress and unhappy increase the cell to dead . may be that why people say so :P dont care la.........