just scold my instructor

the mother fuxxxx singaporen just give me a call , the first word i alresdy been scold like dog !!!!!! lucky i just wake up my mood still very down !_! . but for this i hate the school is they will talk another story to my parent in the end i get fuck !_! . like the case that happen in when i age 8 i been kick out from the school !! i dont know that any 1 know bout that anot >? but if i not mistaken i remember i do not thing but the guy " finah " me but no 1 belief me !!!! even my biological parent what they do is cane me when i back !_! home .

after the incident i not really want to share my thing with my parent !!! because i feel that they cant really protect me any more . so i start to become very self center to keep protecting my self from other try to bully meas well . so in the school i will try to get the most power i can , to protect me self as well . for me i very choosy for friend i wont friend to some 1 that i dont like , that i should learn from other because they able to still friend with those they hate . for me all my emotion will appear on the face as well so hardly get close friend. but if i feel that you are really good with me that till the dead i also will stand for you but another way round if you set me up or cheated me before sorry la....... you already in my blacklist d... not even good bye friend you will be .




feel stress and not 1 can help .................!_! fucxxxxxxxxx school when only i can graduate ????
when ???????????? !_! not point i cry d............. thinking how to solve this fucxxxx problem my own is better than share with my parent /!!!!! because i know they will just mess my problem !_! i just hope that this pass it faster because my stress limit almost burst d................... some 1 say drunk will help yes for that moment but the another day problem still there so no point to do that . rather crying also dont want dunking