she take picture with me only her photo
the skill is gone ,
the smile is gone ,
the feel haven gone.
dont when i start till so sensitive ,
so easy get angry,
so easy mood swing,
so easy jealous,
so no cofident to my self.
in the end ,
do i dont trust her any more,
do i dont love her any more ,
do i dont miss her any more.
but IT NOT i know,
just got some thing that still inside my heart,
make me feel uncomfortable,
you ask me what is that ,
i can tell you non thing ,
because ever my self dont know.
afraid of telling true ,
i afraid to say out evey thing ,
till now i dont how to say d,
just keep in the heart .
what is the problem ?
what really happen on my self ?
what i so not confident on my self ?
so complicated to my mood ,
when with her i see her unhappy ,
my self will more unhappy,
i always say want her happy,
but i am the 1 make her cry and unhappy the most ,
when i see her happy with other guy ,
my eye will change red .