not every thing also can under control

no time for those thing any more , i got more serious thing to take care . every 1 have to walk their choose way alone .

i feel weird for my self , always brain less brain less pass every day . dont care happy or unhappy also forget easily , but just some part of the sweet memory still stuck in some way in my mind . the more i try to throw it out the more info poping out !!! what the hack ? i really got non thing to do mem ?? cant just fuxxing stay still for the better future ??

now just hope to see her new look that i can forget it d......... use the new thing to replace the old 1..... at least i wont love her any more . because all in my mind is old info , the new image will not bring me any more memory d........ hopefully la........

make my fuxxxxx mind clear now .............................. no girl wont die 1.......... i am just fuxxx 21yr , still have the long and bright path for me to carry on if god premise la..... because now day i feel that life is just that fuxxx short . all kind of disaster and accident , the nearest for me is my school 2 Air craft is down mean crash d....... lucky both a life !?? i feel that life is so fuxxx fragile just like a glass .