life are fragile , and no take 2 like movie !!!

are you think to end you life before ??? what is the feeling and thinking by the time you plan to end you life >>? are you thinking bout your family > those people love and care bout you ??
still cant accept that some 1 i know just end his life with rope and poison !!!!

today the environment of my hostel are so silent and the silent is just too quiet , every 1 was talking bout him . normal day he is always being alone , because every 1 feel that he is weird so not really have some 1 that really close to him . i think because of that he feel stress and keep keep it with him self and compare with the brother that working at Airasia now........ make hm feel more stress .

now i just listen some hilsong , but the feeling is really no good !!!!! and i feel glad that xxx lee willing to share out her problem with me rather than keep it !!! dont underestimate stress it may become worst if suddenly the stress level bust !!! thank God got daddy mummy brother sister that love me so much , i believe any thing happen to me they all also will support me at the back .

if i end my self like that !!! i got no more chance to meet them again d........ no more chance for me to enter heaven d........ eating chocolate or sweet sweet thing do help me reduce the stress . but the best is cr out like cow because after cry i will feel super tired than easily fall sleep d. for me a guy having short memory after a night cal easily forget what happen last night d............ but not all thing !!!! hai......................... still holding some thing dont want to release T.T make me feel tired and exhausted d........ i never really smile from the heart long time d....... 1 day never end the ending nicely i will feel bad !!!! thinking to find a day settle it face to face . after that i should feel better d........ waiting for the day to come !!! sms ending is suck !!!

rest in peace bro

all chatting smoking wait for the forensic team

6police car come , but waited for half and hour the forensic team still haven show up

tonight i receive a call say got many police at outside the reason is 1 of my schoolmate suicide at the room . not thing the police can do d.............. this is the second case happen to this school d, the first 1 been save so that news paper never mention any thing !!!!

but now this case cant hide some more sure will appear on the news paper d......

the first case the student shallow a bottle of pill lucky he been save , but not tonight !!!! poor boy he drink the poison and hang him self , he even plan not to been save d...... because he use the cupboard to block the door prevent any 1 can rescue him !!!

tomorrow after the new come out daddy sure will get shock !!! thank God never give me the dare to kill my self even i do think that . hai........... lucky every time i just cry out than tired sleep .for now i really feel scare and feel want to cry out pity him and his father just receive the call say that his son is gone the parent cry out and this word i wont forget " why why he just want to fly " ok i am tearing d........ no 1 to share out just taip all here it make me feel better .

KLIFA is really suck !!! lack of aircraft lack of instructor !! now i feel piss for another thing !!!! i just found out that few fellow that study in my school taking drug !!! i hear that my cousin maybe will join !!! if the idiot join i also dont how to tell the mother !!! before i find out the true i just treat i hear non thing !!! but if this is true the 1 that provide hm drug are dead man !!! i promise !!! come on my aunt got only 1 son stand away of him you guy !!!

i think tonight i wont able to sleep d la......... : (