i think i sick d......

now every meal i also cant finish but today better d , at least i eat more than half but now keep feel want vomit ! dont what is going wrong in my body

yes i miss her but i dont want continue in the same problem than quarrel again and again !!!!!

i just feel hopeless and confuse because , i really dont what she plan to do ?
1 say parent no like me
2 than next time dont willl give what excuse d/..../
not going to solve problem than better i dont go and create more problem d.... keep make people unhappy i also will not happy 1 lo.....

mummy sick again!!!!!

hai already very fan d la..... mummy sick some more make me more worry bout her see also heart pain , now i really dont what june want ? call me dont tell mummy first ok i never tell but why cant tell ? any way la......... my mother know every thing d 1 i sure , some more now she fall to sick where got time for me la...... hai tommorow going back kuantan d, really worry bout her and i also feel very fan a........ now i really give up my mind d, dont want to think and hope can together keep hoping is not the correct way is time to let go d........... she wont feel happy with me d we got problem never solve 1 day problem there we wont join back and for her keep runing away from problem that mean that is no chance together d ........... going to sleep hope better tommorow

she message me ?

just now 7 some thing june message sudden ask me take dinner d ma? i feel weird lo........ i dont what is the relationship now and i also feel confuses why she do that she not say break mem? than should dont even want to see or hear from me d..... but i also got reply la because i know if i never reply her sure she will sad and i also will feel uncomfortable because making her worry ! starting i just reply like normal but after a while i sent her a message ask her what status we are than she never reply d.......... i think next time i also dont want to reply lo tired lo keep look at the phone d.......... she is still the same dont even feel want to solve the problem hai i also dont what she thinking lo..... want dont want 15 16 here and there . now i dont want to think this thing d ..... i have stand enough for this d........ go relationship with the 1 not confident and not belief on you....... is she still the same than i shoult very clean d............

THE FEELING of join my church brother wedding ?

by the time i reach there i saw a couple d.... they are so cute and sweet lo.... really admire them both of them are Christian so can see the different from them with other couple and of course today also is both christian married , i not say christian married sure no quarrel but if every time quarrel than they still got a guide book to follow it and that is bible . so any thing that bible say wrong mean wrong no more quarrel is needed how good is that , i really hope that can happen to me also ........

so let me show u all some picture i taken just now la