today was totally different feeling !~!!!!~!!

today feel sure been very happy i told can forget her d 1..... but sorry lo..... no at all same thing happen yesterday when got couple pass by only my heart feel uncomfortable lo, the heart feel want to go travel with June but the brain just like the book say so it will automatic off the topic and run away from the topic because it will keep just make me feel unhappy for the trips i also don't want that because it will make m friend feel no mood first lo....... than not good lo, people travel so far come for fun but i screw it up than i also feel not nice lo..... why why why??? this happem to me oh.... i want b happpy a.................. where the hell is my smilly face like leave me long time d.......... miss her very much lo.....

yesterday i go hang around singapore but the feeling is total different !!!

i go here and there also see alot of couple hold hand hugging hang around here and there at first i feel very happy 1 but when a couple pass by m than my mood will totally down , some more now is the hard time for me because at this year may time i come singapore visit my sister that time even a message it cost RM1.00 but june still very sweet send me few message to remind me this and that , call me drink water la...... cover with blacket la.... u know the felling is very sweet lo... got some one so care but u but this time i come imagging just after four later month only the feeeling so unhappy not say unhappy la.... it just feel some thing was not right because the heart keep thinking of her but that day i ask her monday end ok ma... but just reply me not thursday men? sy truely my heart ws broken lo.... because the feeling told me that she dont have me also never mind d lo....... really dont feel love from her d T.T hai the feeling still can over come it lo.... because my life is use to it having her d..... i think is time d........