bored till go beach alone,,,,,

i hope i can stand the heat never move at all

bodER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel sick d......... i really bored till can drive all the way to beach just to buy a cone of choco top ice-cream .

i feel i just a useless bug at house, every day eat sleep play pc eat sleep play pc . i hate the current me, at johor at least i got some thing to do , flying and at least some good and real friend there . even the friend at johor i meet them not that long just 1 year only but i feel like i already be friend with them long time ago or can say ktn friend suck .

i wish i can fly now..........

for last time , fir sure i will be very happy for the news that she at ktn .
but now i feel hard to face her , i scare will hurt her once again , plan to go buy ticket go any where just no here i am ...............

i dont know what i and her thinking ???? miss but scare confuse feeling .................................
since i am rolling here and there , may be after face the stupid emo blog and taip some thing to make my tear flowing like the tap water . hope after tear off , will feel tired than continue fall to sleep.

i dont want to hurt her any more d.......... not ever once. it enough d.................... i dont care what purpose and secret she hiding ...................... i just dont want to know d..................... i am tired of this d.............

finally tear off d........ 3something d.... mean time to sleep

good night yau better day just in front of you !_!