just scold my instructor

the mother fuxxxx singaporen just give me a call , the first word i alresdy been scold like dog !!!!!! lucky i just wake up my mood still very down !_! . but for this i hate the school is they will talk another story to my parent in the end i get fuck !_! . like the case that happen in when i age 8 i been kick out from the school !! i dont know that any 1 know bout that anot >? but if i not mistaken i remember i do not thing but the guy " finah " me but no 1 belief me !!!! even my biological parent what they do is cane me when i back !_! home .

after the incident i not really want to share my thing with my parent !!! because i feel that they cant really protect me any more . so i start to become very self center to keep protecting my self from other try to bully meas well . so in the school i will try to get the most power i can , to protect me self as well . for me i very choosy for friend i wont friend to some 1 that i dont like , that i should learn from other because they able to still friend with those they hate . for me all my emotion will appear on the face as well so hardly get close friend. but if i feel that you are really good with me that till the dead i also will stand for you but another way round if you set me up or cheated me before sorry la....... you already in my blacklist d... not even good bye friend you will be .




feel stress and not 1 can help .................!_! fucxxxxxxxxx school when only i can graduate ????
when ???????????? !_! not point i cry d............. thinking how to solve this fucxxxx problem my own is better than share with my parent /!!!!! because i know they will just mess my problem !_! i just hope that this pass it faster because my stress limit almost burst d................... some 1 say drunk will help yes for that moment but the another day problem still there so no point to do that . rather crying also dont want dunking

feel like getting sick

hai.... every 1 come from the trip also get sick 1 daddy and me suffer stomachache than brother fever and headache . now i cant really feel my back d..... because after two day sleeping on the sofa make my back feel so pain .

than sudden i think back that time sister ask me why now day i so desperate to earn money and be rich !! she ask me it is any big changer cause me think that ? actually i think the reason is too simple for this ugly world if you are not rich enough than no 1 will really border you and look down at you !! just like that day i at shenzen i saw a road cleaner flipping the rubbish bin try to find some thing that can sell and get money , a while later i saw a pub worker holding a plastic bottle i told he want to pass it to the man but suprice me to the max the worker try to fool the cleaner like dog because he holding the bottle for us maybe feel not thing just a plastic bottle but for that guy is money so dont care how the pub fuxxx keep give and take back the bottle in the end he trow the bottle under his leg . does the cleaner deserve this ??? that moment i feel the pub worker is so fuxxing idiot at least people willing to work and get money and not rob or steal !!!!!!!

but another idea poping in my mind !_! , if i am the cleaner i think i will choose to rob the bank because if i sucess than no 1 dare to look down at me any more and the pub worker also will play by me again but this time not bottle is trowing money i want to see he change to the dog face !!!!! i think i really sick d........ now day , i cant really control my emotional well !!! i can play with you very very happy this moment but cant promise that the next minute i still will be this !_! . may be i will cry or angry d....... but if i feel too angry i also will cry 1............ because heart pain .


since last year thing happen i always tell my self , i dont care how and what to paid off i want to be rich !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in this fuxxing world got it own rule and ragulation depent that you choice to obey or what ?

shensen best place to find second wife

my uncle staying at there and his age around 58 but his older girl friend just age 23 ???? can you imaging ??? but this place really full of pretty girl !!! but i hate they attitude a very pretty girl can spit any way in the plublic and they voice really kill me ................ if i having them as my girlfriend the first thing i will do is bring them to some moral and oral class ...... i really cant stand noisy 1..... you can bit me slap me but not scolding me....... i am very sensitive with sound i cant take the noisy sound .......... it can easily make my mood up and down !!!!!

today we just been to the most famous night market in shenzen , that place is full of people and the most funny thing happen at there is if you using 100china dollar at there they will keep check and test on your note because they say there appear too many fake note d...... so every time you receive of using must check it nicely .......... can you imaging until that level d....... that the another name of shenzen is { 心震} it mean scary . hehehe but really many police around that place but the tour guide tell us there also alot of thief around so must take good care of the belonging as well .

the next day , we go to the small people kingdom . there got many good good good good show using allot people to perform and also allot of pretty girl. suddenly don feel like leaving this place any more.


in this type of place , in te middle of the night we still dare to go out pub drink some thing. after drinking few cup of cocktail than start asking some private question d........ for my cousin he do change allot from a good house mummy kids to today clubbing king . for me like i mention early i cant stand noisy , so i hate those place if you force to go i will go but i will not be happy happy also fake 1 or act 1 . than sister told me that later my pilot life sure will been messy for a while , i dont know i say maybe . than she ask me and cousin does we DO IT before ? hehehe tough question !!!!!!!!!!!! no no no what can i say ????

jusy a while more than beside pub got people start fighting d... but we ignore it , they stop for a while than another guy reach that start again the fight till using the chair to hit the drunk man........ for what drink till so drunk ??? girl only ma....... find another 1 la...... come on !!! you at shenzenn man so many pretty girl ah...... for me i also will slap the guy till he feel the pain mother fuxxxxx dont think that you get drunk that can do what even you want . ass hole

that was the last image shenzen apear to me ......... messy and good place for keeping second wife !_!

3rd days of the trip

like usual have to wake up early , because follow tour guide ma..... so got it own time table to follow lo.... but i feel sleepy lo... thank for the cold weather i love to stick with my bed .

so fast come to the 3rd days , today morning we when to the higher mountain in hong kong to see the view and also he clay museum . in there got so many clay statue so we keep taking photo with those stars heheh even those there are not real but we do enjoy it .

but today my litter cousin get sick d, hai every 1 was worry because she keep vomiting hai.......... still where got mood la....... some she is a vegetarian imaging 14ppl got 3 ppl is vegetarian by the time you eating she just looking at you eating and her self eating cup noodle !_! i do feel uncomfortable. but what to to ??

hong kong is a very good travel place but not a good staying place . but if you are rich enough to stay at hong kong also not bad because many entertainment and safe .

first day of the trips HK disneyland

the first i reach hong kong , the temperature is so fuxxing cold just 6'c the best thing is i dont even bring any jacket i just bring 1 jean and 2 short pant and few t - shirt oh.... damn it ...... the 2 pant i touch also never touch a........

because it really cold till i cant even feel my finger and organ any more , but that time i at Disney land and the ticket cost 368hk dollar so no choice have to stand it and continue the journey .

at first was so excited , because i never travel to other country during winter time and also the frst time i visit disneyland . but very fast i feel lik dieing d..... because is too cold for me some more the location of the disneyland on top of the mountain the strong northly cold wind keep blowing . that time the most happy time is enter the hall to watch show because inside there is so warm and comfortable also dont want to go out d.......

due to cold weather , than i go in the disney shop buy a jacket hehehe............ good excuse to but that i tell daddy i very cold but not bluffing i do feel very cold lo....... than suddenly saw those couple holding hand and hug together that moment do feel down la..... but after a while the cold wind wake me up and wash away my mood down as well.