worry worry and worry !! air craft down again, i feel pressure and even thought after this IR training i still worry for the interview !!! and SIM check that kill most of the people !! T.T in now day malaysia flying are really suck !!!!! sorry to say that !! but that is true !!!!
may thing been hide under the carpet or by it beautiful cover, what really inside i think most of the people dont not know bout but us !!! they will try to short cut every thing make their life easy but they forgotten that how they been train ?? and the instructor should train us like how he been train. end up in the market that is 1000++ of job less pilot !!
without some knowledge the airline will never take you except you are "some body son" that what we call 1 Malaysia. i DO hope i am some body son but my sister and spiritual mother always remind me 1 thing !!! you know what !!!! I am GOD son !!!
i think slightly depression in going on my body , try to make it as my pushes. $$$$ is the mother fxxxxxxxxxxxxxx thing that i hate to talk bout !!!! try my best to not spent more than rm700 per month minus rental luck fuel support by mother but every time credits card bill arriver i willl receive call and get fxxx.
fuxxx my current life !!! many people say me always compare thing with a invisible price tag. But do i have a choice ?
dont worry i will be fine right after this :) just to fuxxx all the feeling here !!!!!!
