ALL IS ILLUSION

is time to make my self clear, what the hell i want .
i am tired for those fairlytail , all promise can forget it . all reason given was not acceptable i still remember she say separate is because parent stupid excuse , together back d mean now parent ok d...... what type of reason given for me it just not feeling good .


i am not that type of people that keep run away from the problem , she love clubbing go a head !!!!! but just dont call me go la .......... i dont like mean dont like no 1 can force me too .
always say need some time to think but , the time is just to wash out my memory and than skip the problem , wait it bust taht time only discuss .


what is her problem?????? i am very unhappy d........... i feel that she like fishing on the sea , if get the big fish d, than will throw the small fish as well .
feel so unsafe , waiting wont change the problem .


ready for the worst , she find other d? go a head , i am tired to open up the heart d because it been cut again and again the bleeding since wont stop................

for me now just got two choice .....................................