i dont know what to say d.............

i try everything solve or find out , but in the end i feel not thing changer . maybe i need a long vacation for me to cry up all my this year tear . because i dont want next year same like this year .



i really dont know why we break? because i call the friend ?

hai.......... current complicated situation just make me suffer suffer and suffer because i dont what t call her any more ? just now see the picture i take with her at my house and that is the last time i meet her my father birthday .



after kiss good bye the day after we break ~!!!!! i dont what is happening , why i cant even feel some thing when wrong during that .



may be i just busy with doing other thing and left out the signal d.......... break without notice any thing just like hit by the sunami wave is so scary for me!! i face it on july now dec

i dont what crying now as long comfortable and no harm is ok for me to cry rather than speeding on the road or air d.......