finally the tear stop d....................

today at first i feel like normal only , but when my aunt children they all knee down just two of them giving pray and respect . that moment my tear droping d...... cant hold any more . than after the prayer , the worker going to nail the coffin every 1 is crying that moment i feel that why ?? why must be like that !!! why funeral must be sad !!! that time i know that because they dont know where they will go after dead ??

my uncle he choose cremation , when body is pushing in the burner every 1 emotion collapge d..... life is just too short !!!! tomorrow uncle will go there collect the ash and put into the temple d.....

really not thing can help or do ??

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hate to hear this word !!!!! come back ma come back la.............. like that also must ask !!! so 无奈 T.T . fine got holiday also dont want to go back d la......... rather staying johor i also not need so tired and rush .

continuously few night just having minimum rest

i am super super super tired d.............. hai....... my stomach feel up set d........ my body almost collapse d........ later for sure i will fall sleep like pig without any excuse d.......


so bored , no life no life watch pps the whole night !!!!! laughing and keep laughing alone dont care la............... hahahaaahahahahhha long time never been laugh till so happy d......


hungry hungry tired tired. ella is just so cute oh.................. where got girl like that 1 !!!! so silly but have a friend like that i think sure happy and enjoying .


but artist always acting only so i dont think i can accept my gf too famous lo......... no more privacy have to always play hide hide cant see sun light like that . hai..........

finally reach home

the only place that i can hang is , my house kitchen lo........ because my bed my uncle sleep d...... mummy is sleep with his daughter till house living hall sofa also occupied by my cousin and his new girl friend .

first time go back home , no place to sleep till no place to hang . lucky i bring my laptop back at least i can watch pps "down with love " to over come the time . feel so sweet oh...... the power of drama really power lo......... at least that moment i not need to be so realistic .


but in singpore , really full of love bird . couple here and there all the couple is living in their own world totally ignore all other people . hai....... suddenly feel so lonely , but think back ok also ma....... so free hai...... those word i think is for those single guy to bluf people 1 la.........


hai............... drama always so sweet but in real world , where got girl wil be like that 1......... so fake may be i never meet before a girl like that la......... hai...... famous girl artis begging her boy friend oh hehehehee . be a liang chai is too good d............