almost cant see tomorrow sunrise

today flying i will never forget !! T.T really scare me off ~!!!!!

like usual i take off the black dark cloud already at the south , i estimate it wont come so fast but!!!!! just right after time that i take off from runway 16 . the weather reach the air field d........
i still ignore it because i just like a small "cow " that never meet the tiger before !!! dont no how to write the DEAD word. i continue flying , than i hear RT from my instructor he also just take off i am right after him , he request to land than 1 minute later he give advise to all cadet to land asap .

the first thing in my mind , i feel piss because i just take off than have to land d!!!!!! what la...??!?!?! but after i hear another RT from airasia a huge airbus 320 request hold at the runway to check the weather radar !!!! i cant imaging a huge jet that like 10 or 20 times bigger than my aircraft refuse to take off and hold to check the weather radar !!!!!! i belief that their weather radar sure already show colourful picture showing the thunder storm coming !!!!

that moment i was blank la..... still dont fell the danger yet !! but when the time i land the air craft and get back into the car the heavy rain fall follow by the lighting .!!!!!!!!!!!! that moment i really feel glad that i on ground d............. that time what he want to scold i also never mind d.... because he do save my life !!!!!!

i cant imaging if i ignore the instruction continue flying , and the rain fall or strike by the lighting i think that it la... my pilot life!!! because the TSRN thunder storm rain really scary .
i drive also cant see the road clearly , even it just last for 10minute than it past but i cant promise that the 10minute i will be safe on the air .


if my engine down , that it d................ no more second engine for me d............ what i can do is pray than find a nice place to close my eye ! thank God i still a life .


now day , the weather changing is faster than the girl emotion . so hard to estimate d.........