still got many thing stuck in my head

the sisa sisa still around me ! it is really have to delete burn trow it all ?? if do also for product .
how to delete the mentality problem !!!

it is got any way to reformat my mind ?

i feel no joy at all , even flying !!! now what i hope is faster finish the hour start working and focus on working and maximise my time on work . as a painkiller , at least some thing !!!

Rather than eat slep fly play ................

i am really really lost ? trying this and that to overcome the loneliness !!!
starting dont how to use the mouth to communicate with other d....... all chatting by mail or sms .


up grade to smoker , but i think no continue because it does not help me reduce stress just bring headache only .