i really angry and sad ..............................

today i purposely come back kuantan , just to meet her than she give me shit again .
at first say will go out with me , the whole night is me than , 10 o clock only can go out , i wait her from 8 to 10pm . than i dont want go clubbing , i go buy all the alcoholic drink party at my house.
now i have to keep all thing my self . fucking regret doing that . the most unhappy thing is she dont even appreciate it and dont even take photo with me . i dont what she thinking is want separate just separate d......... i enough for that d.............

after the party over every 1 going home , than she also say want go home .
ok fair enought out with friend can out till 2 3 am but me 1 am also not yet than keep say want to go back d......... still hope can have some sweet time with her hugging and talk some sweet talk but ............ fuck it la........ she so buzy ok la....... i dont hope any more la ............ is enough for me la............


take photo with other can so happy but with me only , not even want to take what the fuck ......... if i really want to take her photo so what it is my fault to take my girlfriend photo ???? ya maybe not my girlfriend la............

really dont who am i now.............. just feel up set after doing all the thing , than get that type of reaction i dont what to say ......... just feel say sunday morning have to go to kl d..........
no mood d0............. always say fair to me fucking bullshit only ............
every time just hurt and hurt me only .............................

suck i feel i am suck doing all type of thing hope she happy but screw it up in the end also