when only i can get back to the sky ????

i feel bored for being such a.......... useless worm d................ i feel tired and hate my self d...........
wasting time and money !_! why so many thing keep on happen ????????? i almost cant breath d.............

finding a way to release my stress and sad !_! , if club will make me happy i will go but i know i wont because just a moment of happy wont cure the pain that occur in my heart .


every night tear trying to flow out , but the problem still there ?? i just hate my self . always mess the thing up !!! can some 1 drag me out of this ?>????

another lonely tearing night