sick

why my topic in here is so moody , but in facebook i can be normal .

damn sick !!!!!!!!!!!! may be is more private and less comment , in this world those know my blog i think less than 20 .

so i dont really mind ........................... at least a place that release my stress away !_!

i really cant see my future , !_! by what time some body talk bout future i will cry , because i d..... spent my father 200k for the course and my mother just sell off the business !_! the most stress think is i dont when only i can graduate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
beside relationship thing now study issue really push me to the limit !!!!!!!!!!! i got no 1 to share , no 1 willl really understand me !!! and listen to me but i also know my self i wont show the weakness face to the public because i dont want the pitynesss from them . i not beggar !!!!!! i not beggar of love !!!!!!!!!!



i just want to be who i am ? but sorry to tell i not really know who i am !_!