a new life..................

i feel guilty and sorry for her , i do teach her allot bad thing ,
for me she really is a innocent girl ,
very easy fool by people , so sweet talk from guy i am sure for her current mood sure very easy get her heart or attraction . i just a buster , i using my own hand to destroy a girl life . i know 1 hand cant make the clap sound , i feel really sorry for her is i teach her some thing that last time she may not think want to do it . and now , all this i have to paid off for what i did . she go club drunk and do wrong thing with other i cant say any thing d....... because i teach her that !_!

for her she really just like a new born baby for me , what also dont know ?

may be live in well family haven have chance to see the darker side of the world .for me i hate smoking but because mostly my friend smoke , i do try once to smoke but lucky i dont like the feeling and smell . this is a very good example for me , what friend you join that mean where you will go and belong too. Join those smoker , for sure u will try smoker but if you join those drug addict than your life is finish .


why people will like to go club , and get drunk there ? for me i ask guy they ask me straight away "go there hunt so good food lo......" but do girl think so ? i think so ....... because now day , the mind is so free thinker can accept more new thing than other d.......... they wont feel bad because they dont know that is bad !. sound pretty sad .............

i see my friend that always change girl to sleep with , now even make 1 of the girl pregnant d.... but very unfortunately the baby cant see the world because he choose to end the baby life . why like this ? because of the few minute of happiness than sad for the whole life !!!! killing a life a human just like me and you !!!!!! thank god not me ........................


every 1 also must grow up on his own dont care whether you like it a not ? no 1 can carry you hand till the dead to teach you thing 1 by 1 ........... dont know is not an answer when do wrong thing d........


is time to sleep d........ sad and angry to my own self for what i had done

3.20am