i wish i can fly now..........

for last time , fir sure i will be very happy for the news that she at ktn .
but now i feel hard to face her , i scare will hurt her once again , plan to go buy ticket go any where just no here i am ...............

i dont know what i and her thinking ???? miss but scare confuse feeling .................................
since i am rolling here and there , may be after face the stupid emo blog and taip some thing to make my tear flowing like the tap water . hope after tear off , will feel tired than continue fall to sleep.

i dont want to hurt her any more d.......... not ever once. it enough d.................... i dont care what purpose and secret she hiding ...................... i just dont want to know d..................... i am tired of this d.............

finally tear off d........ 3something d.... mean time to sleep

good night yau better day just in front of you !_!