dont know why this few day.............

TEAR is easily fall down , why i just cant forget bout her ? every thing also make my tear dropping .!_!

thank for her giving me the best birthday and Christmas present even i receive tons of tear .......

i am lost , i dont what is happen to my self ??? why i just cant be like her continue my life like normal . why must a litter bit thing than cry out d........ even now also fxxxxxxx


i feel sick , no 1 can share my feeling or can say i dont know how to es press my feeling as well . so that why i been blogging all the time at least some thing to do . rather i go do some thing stupid , just now i go daddy shop i see he work till so hard my tear almost fall down and i want to slap my self lo................ he paid 200k for me to study and now i because of relationship thing make till like the end of the world like that !!!!!! i feel damn guilty i know how much tear drop wont help me out this but i do miss my smile :) i lost it long time d........... can some 1 bring it back for me ??

i almost get crazy d lo......... what also can cry ............. i cant stop my tear just like floating happening ......................... i want to run away from this !!!!!! i feel lonely and feel scare , because when i alone that time my brain keep appear those image follow by the tear .............

feel much better d.......... after "raining " tired d.... sleep soon